FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

Kiss | neun

Silence engulfed the room after Felix said that, making Changbin's jaw drop and his face get in shock just like he was right now.

Scenes of that day started to play in his head, how that little boy had saved him from drowning and dying in the sea, how he had played with him that day and how he was so happy to make a friend and play with someone other than his sister.

Both of the boys stood there without saying a word, the atmosphere of the room wasn't bad, it was more the other way around: it was bright, beaming with happiness even tho none of them had said anything yet. But the thing is... Did they really need to?

Changbin was the first one to move himself, hugging Felix and hiding his face in the boy's neck, still loving to smell the younger's scent. Maybe it's because strawberries are his favorite. Maybe it's just because it's the blonde one that has that great scent. Maybe Felix is really just what Changbin needs, his love feeding him.

The older felt the taller's hands slowly running through his waist, starting to tighten the embrace and both of the boys hugging more needy of one another's bodies, so tight that they could feel their hearts beating the same beat, fast, like if now they were only one.

Words really weren't necessary at that moment, their actions were the only thing that mattered, they expressed themselves like that. Eyes closed, Changbin on laying on top of Felix hugging him like that, the feel of their heart beat, their scent, each other's touch, little kisses on the skin of their neck, face, shoulders... Everything seemed good, anyone could see that they loved one another.

Even though it felt good to be hugging Felix like that, Changbin's body still ached a lot because of the bruises, he had been beaten up by those guys, it really ached a lot and when Felix realized that, he let go of the hug, something that made the smaller whine a lot. Even if it hurt to be this way, he liked, he was enjoying a lot that moment, he was trying to get more into Felix's heart just like he had let Felix make his way to Changbin's heart.

"I-I'm sorry, I know I was hurting you because of the bruises, I just couldn't take it to not be hugging you, everything seemed so good, I'm sorry..." Felix tried saying that more loudly, but he was too embarrassed to do so, thankfully Changbin heard it clearly, leaving a big smile on his face and soon embracing the Australian again, making the blonde one become startled but hug him back, tightening when the dark haired boy tightened too.

"Don't feel sorry for this, I really needed it." Changbin said, stroking Felix's hair and playfully making cute curls on his hair, smiling at his cuteness.

"I know I confessed to you earlier but it was pretty shitty and things weren't that good either the way it happened, so please listen to me one more time, please?" Felix asked and Changbin nodded while smiling without showing his teeth.

Felix sat on the bed, still hugging Changbin and he was sitting on Felix's lap due to the fact that he was laying on top of him and by reaction he wrapped his legs around the blonde's hips, still playing with his hair while they locked gazes.

"How do I say this...? Well... Umm... Uhh... I like you... I like you a lot..." He sighed and closed his eyes to breathe deeply and release the air, becoming less embarrassed. "And since I got here day one, you only captured my attention more and more, I felt a connection with you and I really didn't realize what it was until I asked Chan hyung about how was to feel something for someone and then I kinda started to realize I really like you, Binnie... That's way I call you this way, even tho I know that you don't really like it..." Felix's face was flushing a vibrant red, his ears could tell everything even if Changbin wasn't hearing him, but thank God he was both listening and seeing that perfect and cute vision of the boy he liked saying those things.

"Don't worry... I was also like you, I didn't know why I felt that connection, I didn't know what exactly was happening but... When I talked to my sister about things and all this, I realized that it was okay to feel something for someone, I realized that it was okay to like you more than just a friend, I realized that I, too, like you." Changbin let it all out, not caring to the fact that his face was completely red right now, taking care of how Felix was actually now kissing him and also taking care of kissing him back as soon as he realized that.

The kiss was smooth, soft and full of love, caresses and little soft touches here and there, Changbin had never felt something better than that and neither had Felix. Both of them were trying these feelings and loving the way things were turning out, falling even more for each other. Of course Changbin didn't let pass out the chance of having Felix's tongue in his, letting both tongues play together inside his mouth, feeling the taller's hands grab his waist a little more tight, his chest burning in love for the other boy and he could definitely feel that the Australian felt the same.

A cute pout started to form along Changbin's lips, he hated the fact that they had to pull away from each other a bit to recover their breaths, but as soon as Felix bit his lower lip, Changbin smiled at that, pulling the taller again to feel his lips against his red ones, falling down laying on the bed and letting Felix on top of him. The kiss felt just right, their lips locked on each other and they fitted perfectly, their tongues playing along around each other, Changbin's fingers intervening with Felix's hair, pulling it a little bit when things got more deep and hot, both boys pulling away out of breath, panting and smiling at each other, eyes locked, laughing cutely in sync.

"This wasn't my first kiss but it seemed more like it..." Changbin admitted while getting his hands on Felix's back of neck, rubbing his thumbs in there in a soft way, mouthing an I love you and the taller smiling and doing the same in response.

"I can say the same..." The blonde one said and they hugged again, this time Felix pulled the bed sheets to their chin, both falling asleep in the embrace of one another with their legs intervened together. Changbin had his head resting on the younger's chest, secretly enjoying his scent and sleeping just like that, feeling safe and sound because of Felix.

They enjoyed that night more than anything.

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a/n:

Hiiiiii!
I tried doing something fluff now and I probably messes everything up, I'm sorry lol

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