FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

Mad | dreiundzwanzig

"W-What are you doing..." Felix tried to say it properly, but it sounded more breathy by the very end of the sentence since Changbin had gotten his sweet spot on his neck.

"I'm trying to discover you more, baby..." He paused for a moment, biting on the blonde's earlobe. "It is called exploring..." The older replied in more of a husky voice, tightening his grip on the taller's hands, being gentle even so.

The Australian just accepted it, turning into a blushing mess when he finally melted completely into his boyfriend's actions, tilting his head to the opposite side the shorter was marking, leaving more space to be painted purple later on.

Changbin just smirked at the other's actions, trailing kissed through the blonde's jaw line, biting on the side of it just to leave a love biting mark in there, then turning again to the boy's neck, sucking harder on certain spots that he knew would be visible to others unless Felix covered it with make up.

The younger's cute deep moans were literally everything for the Korean boy's ears. He would totally give in and start fanboying about those beautiful sounds that came from his lover's mouth, but he decided to not do it since the blonde apparently was loving every second of it and, of course, Felix's pleasure came first.

The older just stopped with his actions when he noticed that his boyfriend was already crossing his limits. With a smirk, Changbin captured the Australian's lips with his own, making them dance a little bit while their tongues touched each other in a more intense way.

They only pulled out when the dark haired boy thought it was getting too far. Loosening his grip on his lover's wrists and eventually bringing them down gently and pecking his whole face lots and lots of times, releasing him from the hold and cupping his face.

"I love you..." The shorter whispered still with his eyes closed after pulling up from the younger's face but got a soft slap on his own when opened his eyes to see a cherry Felix: his ears, cheeks, nose and neck were all red from embarrassment, which lead the Korean to think about what he had done to cause that type of reaction on the taller.

"Idiot..." The blonde said, quickening his pace to their tonight's (and last night's) shared room, locking himself up in it and not leaving room for the shorter's reply, in fact he didn't even hear the older boy apologize, even though the boy clearly didn't even know what he was apologizing for.

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Hours had passed and it was almost time for the dinner that Changbin had to attend - in his own house - in order to make his relationship with the girl official. But the thing is, he didn't want to. He didn't even like girls that way and he obviously already had his boyfriend.

When the older finally knocked on the door of his room, Felix didn't pick up or respond to him. He simply ignored his boyfriend and proceeded to be sitting on the bed with his legs folded, hugging them whilst leaving his chin rest between his knees, still with a frowned expression.

"Lix, babe, please open up..." He sighed, knocking once more. "...The fucking dinner is in thirty minutes, I gotta get ready, love..." Changbin sighed once more, scratching his nape while looking at the floor.

He didn't expect the younger to open the door, but he actually did it, only to throw some fancy clothes on the older's face along with the shoes and a pair of socks, shouting for Changbin to go get ready in the other room.

"If I see your face again I'll probably break it, then get lost before I actually do it." He threatened (or at least tried to) but his voice was too soft for that. The older immediately caught up on the other's tone and saw that he was mad, but not that much.

"Once everything's over, I'll come back to you, babe..." He said and got to the biggest room, taking a quick shower on it's bathroom and clothing himself again, looking at the mirror and smiling when seeing that Felix had chosen piece of it carefully. "You're really something, Felix Lee..." He whispered to himself whilst still looking at himself on the mirror.

He no more saw a useless someone. No more a depressed someone. He no longer could see an empty person. Now he saw someone healed, fully made of new hopes and dreams. He now was... Okay. Happy. Scars were now his past, something that made him stronger. The person that helped him was Felix. His lover. His boyfriend. The person that made him believe that he actually had a future. The person that opened his eyes to the world. The person that, without any colors in hand, painted his gray world into a colorful place. The person that saved him from where he was trapped, both mentally and physically. The person that was the sun of his little world. The person that made him feel important, needed, alive, happy.

He quickened his pace as soon as he heard the doorbell ring for what he counted to be the third time, just to make sure that his first appearance to her parents was exactly bad. 

He opened the door with shaky hands even after taking eight or nine deep breaths, only to find smiley people behind the door.

"Hello, Changbin..." The man complimented. "Can we please enter? It's cold here outside." He finished off, still with a smile on his face, but the dark haired boy was quick to notice his pissed tone of voice, clearly mad.

Good. The Korean boy thought. I already did something rude. Tonight is gonna be a blast. He completed his thoughts, fully opening the door for the party of three to enter, greeting them with bows and a shake in their hands, plus hugging the girl that was supposed to be his date.

"Of course you guys can enter. Consider this house as yours. Feel free." He said, leading them to the dinner table that was filled with food that he - actually his mom - had asked previously from a great restaurant. "We can talk more while we eat. Who doesn't appreciate a good food, right?" He laughed while sitting on the table and not taking a damn shit about the girl by his side.

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a/n:
Hi. Thoughts?