FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

Party | sieben

The day of the party was tomorrow and Changbin still haven't stopped thinking about Felix sending him that heart when they were texting each other last week. Of course they have been talking in school and texting when they're home, Changbin always helping him with his korean and Felix always helping him with english but still, the boy was confused.

"Sis, why the fuck do you think he sent me a heart?" The dark haired boy asked his sister, who just laughed at him and patted his head.

"I don't know, but maybe that's just his way of being, ya'know? I mean, his personality and stuff..." She said while sitting on Changbin's bed. "Didn't you say he has a cute personality? That he is lively and all? I'm sure he sends hearts to everyone he consider as friends."

"Oh..." Changbin somehow felt his heart heavy and made a poker face straight away, letting his shoulders go down, being loose and obviously his sister noticed that, she's savage and would notice anything that is wrong or at least seemed like it was.

"Don't tell me you're in love with him..." She said widening her eyes looking at her brother and raising an eyebrow, opening her mouth and being totally shocked when Changbin tried to deny with an shaky voice, angry face and fists in his hands.

"N-N-NO! No... N-No fucking w-way! I-I don't like him that way! We're friends! J-Just friends!" His heart ached. It was anxious and he was obviously upset and blushing.

"Oh my fucking God, you obviously like him..." She said and he grabbed her hand and walked her out of his room, forcing her to go.

"I d-don't!" He slammed the door behind her and locked it, putting his right hand in a fist right by his chest, looking at the ground while slipping his back on the door till he was sitting on the floor of his room. Now he was lost in his thoughts, looking at nowhere still holding nothing in his hand, still positioned by his chest, his face in shock.

He was thinking of what his sister said. Do I really like him?, He thought, gasping loudly and denying it to himself, getting up and throwing himself in bed, sleeping as soon as he could, feeling difficult to sleep because of how much he was thinking now.

He opened up his eyes, being back at it again: his dream. Now he was already used to it, he felt numb, but couldn't do anything about it. He looked at the water now and there was a path being created towards his cage, but it somehow looked only half-way done and he didn't know nor what or when would it be fully done til him. Half of a door in the metal grids were being formed too and he didn't know why, but somehow, that was comforting him a lot. 

Would he be able to get out of there one day?

He suddenly heard a beautiful voice, the same that spoke to him in english before, the same that wanted him to discover who he was, the same that... Wait... Could he recognize it?

"What do you want from me?! Can you please explain me what is this?!" He shouted in fear, kinda angry that the voice never showed itself to him.

"I already told you what I want you to do..." This time, the voice replied in Korean, with a still slight accent to it.

"Were you that trapped me in here and did all this chaining thing to me?! Listen, I hate being like this! Can I please get out of here?!" He asked still shouting, now crying, begging for help.

"You listen now." The voice said a little more roughly, making Changbin tremble all his body in fear. "I didn't do anything to you. This is all your own life. What happens with you in real life, happens in a different way to you in here." The voice softened while explaining him. "It's more like a side reflection of your own self. The person that you are now in here, trapped like that, it's a reflection of your actions to yourself."