FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

Relationship | zweiundzwanzig

Felix immediately picked up upon his boyfriend's tone of voice and nodded, his face now clearly showing a worried look.

"...My mom... She..." The dark haired boy started but his voice cracked in the middle of the sentence and he started stuttering. "...M-Made me d-date a girl..."

The blonde was speechless. The food that was getting in his mouth stopped it's way once the boy dropped his fork out of the surprise that he had over the shorter's words. "Y-You're kidding, right?" He let it out more like a whisper, thinking that he heard it wrong because he was still trying to process that.

"Unfortunately, I'm not... She seems to be a good girl and we haven't met many times, only twice to be precise, despite that we only talked in school, but nothing more than a 'hi, good morning'..." He sighed, tears coming to his eyes. "...And then... My mom also made me have a dinner with her tonight. Her parents are coming too, so it means that mom arranged all this so that me and her could finally made things official..." Tears finally made their way over the dark haired boy's cheeks while he spoke, his voice cracking a lot.

The younger boy was just speechless. He didn't know what to feel. He just felt something crack and heard it's shattering sound. It probably was the coffee mug since he had just slammed it over the table, but it felt more like it was his own heart.

The Australian didn't feel anger towards his boyfriend. No. He never could feel that towards him. He felt it over Changbin's mom. Always breaking her son's heart... He thought. ...Always fucking up his life, feelings, friendships, everything.

"I'm sorry but I can't accept that." He finally made it out, standing from his chair and looking up directly into the Korean boy's eyes. His eyes were teary but his face was frowned. At this point Felix was letting his feelings speak for him.

Changbin's heart was now just as broken as Felix's, but the only difference was that the older was now almost sure that the boy in front of him would end up their relationship right there and then.

Both boy stood in that position for a little longer, letting the totally uncomfortable silence take over the entire kitchen, engulfing the moment almost as it whispered wrong words to their respective ears. Anger for the dark haired boy's mom taking over Felix along with sadness and a bit of a bitter jealousy, while sadness and fear took over Changbin, making them be silent and only look at each other, their thoughts not finding themselves anymore.

"Listen here, Changbin..." Felix broke up the silence whilst walking over to the sink and grabbing a sponge to clear up the coffee mess he made on the table. "You're mine and I'm not letting you go away from my life anymore. I'm not letting your mom ruin our relationship. I'm not going to let go from you. I'm never gonna stop loving you." He said it in a confident tone despite his voice cracking middle-sentenced because of the tears finally rolling down his cheeks when he looked back at Changbin.

With Felix's words, all the fear of losing his lover was gone, however, the sadness stayed because he didn't know how to deal with that situation yet.

The older used that opportunity to run over his boyfriend, hugging him tightly while crying. He received a tight hug back, the blonde was now sobbing over the dark haired boy's shoulder, a hand tightly wrapping over Changbin's waist while the other was on the boy's nape, his fingers tangled between strands of the boy's hair. And they stood that way crying until their hearts calmed down.

"I promise you that I will come back to you as soon as this fucking dinner is over." The dark haired boy said it with a calming voice, his gaze locked with Felix's and his hands cupping the boy's cheeks. "I'm gonna say that me and that girl don't have anything in common and I'm gonna reject her in anyway I can think of when they arrive through that door."

"You don't need to rush. Take your time thinking. She has feelings too even though I highly doubt she would like to be put in such circumstances because... Who the fuck would?" Felix alerted the older, hugging him from his waist with now both hands. "But what about your parents situation?" He asked, afraid of what the answer could be.

"I don't know, but... Let's worry about that later." Was the only thing the shorter boy could reply now. In one hand he indeed didn't know what to do, but in the other he knew that he would eventually figure out another way out of all this with his boyfriend.

None of them wasted anymore time before locking their lips together in a sloppy kiss, Changbin's thumbs wiping off the blonde's tears while their tongues danced together, the moment in a total sync of emotions and actions.

They pulled off once both boys were already in need of air, looking at each other with loving eyes, smiling because they were completely aware of each other's feelings.

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They had finished their breakfast after all that because none of them were feeling hungry anymore. Instead, their hungriness was now of one another, not for food, but for love.

Felix was washing the dishes and Changbin was drying them before putting them away on their respective places. Chan entered the kitchen along with Woojin and looked up on those two, smiling at them.

"Wow, wow... Look what we have here..." The older Australian started, cleaning his throat before continuing. Just to gain the attention of the younger boys. "...A married couple? How many years y'all have been together? Fifty?" He tried teasing, but all he won was a death glare from Changbin and a smiley Felix.

"Yeah, kinda." Felix spoke, leaving a blushing mess Changbin make his way to back hug him and bury his face on the taller's back nearing his neck.

That cute scene made the older boys giggle and Woojin stroked his hair back, hugging his Australian and kissing the boy's cheek. "I also have an Aussie boy to hold onto, Changbin, you won't make me envy." He said and showed his tongue in a childish way, making Chan laugh at that because the dark haired boy was being cute.

"Come on, Woojin, he can't even see you doing that. He's too focused on feeling Felix's scent that he's back is facing you." Chan said and Woojin laughed, now pecking the boy's lips and soon standing properly by his side and grabbing his hand, making their way to the door whilst speaking what they were actually supposed to say when they arrived there.

"We came just to say that we're going to sleep on Jeongin's family house tonight. All of us talked about how we wanted to give you guys some space before we headed back to Seoul tomorrow's night, so... Bye!" Woojin said and then rushed with Chan and all what Changbin and Felix could hear was everyone saying their goodbye's while rushing towards the door.

"I guess it's just us two then..." Changbin said while freeing his boyfriend from the hug watching as the end of the boy's lips curled, growing a smile from ear to ear. "That's awesome... I've been wanting to do something for a long time but I couldn't because they were here..." And now, for the first time in all the time that they have been together, the dark haired boy smirked grabbing Felix's wrists and tugging him on the fridge with his hand above his head. "Imma mark you all over..."

And so he did. The Korean boy started kissing all the extension of Felix's neck, sucking hard on some places, specially the one right under the taller's earlobe, biting it after letting a pretty big red mark that would probably turn out purple in sometime. He discovered his now ultimate favorite spot to kiss and tease the Australian, because that's where he could hear the softest moans coming from him and that pleasured the shorter in a way that he couldn't even explain.

"C-Changbin..."

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a/n:
Hi, yes, I don't see an actual top or bottom in the Changlix shipp, next question please lol
Oh, and, no they won't make it too far...
Thoughts?