FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

That's when the dream turns into reality | achtzehn

CHANGBIN'S P.O.V.

"Good morning, son. We're leaving in one hour, please take care. You and Sunhee have to get engaged soon, dear." This was the first few things I heard when my mom entered my room by the morning before her flight with dad back to Seoul. "I hope that you marry her by the end of the year. Me and your father already have talked to their parents too, so please do what I ask you, my baby..." She kissed my forehead and caressed my cheeks, waving me a bye and wishing me luck on my new journey living by myself.

Things were getting difficult for my parents to get a flight almost everyday to go to Seoul and comeback just because of their jobs, so they finally decided to leave me living here in Busan by myself, because Haeun was no longer here, she is living back in Seoul because of the University, which lead to me living by myself in this gigantic new house of ours.

I didn't even see my parents getting out, but I was already on the fridge that we used to keep the alcoholic drinks and... Yeah, I don't care, I grabbed the first bottle of Smirnoff I could see and almost immediately started drinking it from the bottle, not even caring about spilling it on a shot cup or any cup, I was just thinking about drinking and that was it.

This is great. I can masturbate, watch movies, drink till I pass out sleeping on the sofa and even die, because no one would see or care about this. My life suddenly got great, because this is a great opportunity, right? Right?!

*hiccup*

Ah... The sound of these pills inside the bottle of medicine... Yes... This one is for me to sleep, right, mom?

*hiccup*

Hm... I'm not that drunk... I can take one of these and go to sleep to never wake up, right?
Uhh... Yes, I can...
Nothing could go wrong... I would die... *hiccup* ...without any great effort...

Ah... This is good... *gulp* ...Awesome...

Maybe another one could be give me an instant sleep to heaven, right?

*hiccup*
*gulp*

Great... Only one more...

*gulp*

Now just a little water... What? Nah... No water... I got vodka in my hands, why would I need water? The fuck am I thinking?

*gulp*

Yeah... This shot was the best shot... What about watching the cars pass on the street? That could be awesome, since the fresh air is outside.

I ended up tripping on the sidewalk, running to recover my body balance but... Yeah, I was too drunk to do it properly. All I can remember is me falling over the asphalt, seeing a light coming from afar and smiling at the thought that I would die now, right there, with that cause.

Great... Now I'll finally free this world from the abomination that I am... Good bye, Felix, my love... Good bye, friends... Good bye, Haeun, my cute sister... Good bye, everyone... Good-...

And this was when I blacked out. Unable to even move, all I could hear was the breaks of a car coming from really, really far... Or maybe too close?

END OF CHANGBIN'S P.O.V.
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Changbin woke up in a place totally white, he had never been here before. 'Where is this?' He thought, trying to wake up properly but his body wasn't responding too well to his commands. Even thought he tried to move, he couldn't. That's when he looked to his arm and realized that he was in a hospital.

The medical needle attached to his arm's vein gave the answer to his question, soon he inhaling deeply the air and releasing everything while letting tears roll all over his face, he couldn't believe what was happening. He didn't make it. He didn't die. He would still be a burden to this world. Or at least that's what he thought.

"Sr...?" The nurse entered his room with the medicine in the tray that she was holding at that moment. "I brought you some food and the drugs you're gonna take right now." She said while placing it on the counter by his side and taking a look at his stats, apparently everything was okay but the headache he was feeling and the numbness of his body. He could move it but his movements were too little, too short. "This must be due to how much alcohol mixed with the medicine you took, don't worry too much, you'll be okay tomorrow." She said and got out after him thanking her.

He started to cry again until he ended up sleeping, and now he was back at his dream but... Something was different... He could feel his legs free now.

He looked down to his legs and saw that the chains that were tightly chaining them were no longer there. He tried moving them and, for his surprise, he could. That's when he smiled for the first time and started to move his legs and feet non-stop, looking back at his hands and seeing that they were still trapped tightly by the chains, his smile dropping right away.

"Felix! Are you there?!" He shouted for his hero and the boy soon appeared, starting to walk towards him with a key in his hands. The key that could open his cage. The key that would open his heart.

The blonde boy placed the key on the lock, looking at Changbin with watery eyes, tears rolling down his face, tears of joy, before he twisted it, smiling from ear to ear when the door of the cage finally opened itself, making him step inside it.

Changbin smiled while crying too, but when Felix was about to free his lover from the chains on his hands, he discovered that he couldn't, that he wasn't as strong as before, and now he wasn't able to free the dark haired boy from that prison. Both crying loud, now. It hurt Felix and it hurt the older too, their chests burning feelings for each other, burning their love.

The korean could see the Australian's heart glowing red in his chest and he was sure the other could see his heart glow red back for him too.

"Don't worry, I love you..." He said, tears rolling down his cheeks, not caring about anything but his love right there. "...I really do... I'm sorry I didn't say anything back then when I was still in Seoul, but I love you from the bottom of my heart with my whole heart. I swear you're the love of my life, Felix, I swear... Please don't let me die in here, you're my everything."

What Changbin didn't know was that the seven friends of his that were in Seoul, actually weren't in Seoul anymore. The eight of them in total were now in Busan, seven of them in the waiting room of the hospital and Felix was inside his room, holding his hand, kissing his forehead and looking after him until he would wake up eventually.

Changbin also didn't know that his sudden confession wasn't only in the dream, he spoke out loud during his sleep and, thanks to God, Felix heard everything. He heard every word of it. He smiled and didn't resist on kissing his lips in a gentle peck, full of love, while he patted his head and cheeks.

The Felix in the korean's dream did the same as the real Felix and because of that, Changbin's world in his dream started to crack, the walls in the cave were all cracked and soon water engulfed everything, but soon the water turned red, then white and finally he could see the hospital's walls again, now he was awake and most importantly...

...Felix was still kissing him.

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a/n:
Hiiiiiii~
Three updates in one day lol
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