FREEDOM | Changbin + Felix

Understanding | zwölf

Changbin quickly ran over to the boy who slammed the door on his face, making the dark haired boy fall on the floor and tears roll down his cheeks. Felix might hate me. He thought.

The korean boy stood up from where he was sitting after some time, wiping away his tears and sniffing a little, looking through the little gap on the door to see if it was locked. Changbin thanked God when he saw that it wasn't and soon he grabbed the door handle, twisting it slowly so it wouldn't make any loud sound even though his heart was thumping so loud that he was afraid the Australian might hear it.

His heart started doing things as he opened the door slowly and saw Felix's figure starting to appear, he was sitting on the bed with his back facing Changbin while he looked towards the window of his room, hugging his legs. Sniffs could be heard along with the vision of him wiping away his tears and his runny nose with the right sleeve of his hoodie that he had probably changed into while the the dark haired boy was on the phone. It left him with cute sweater paws, making Changbin squeal inside from all his cuteness. His voice doesn't match him at all. He thought about it, giggling cutely.

"Lix..." Changbin started since the door suddenly exposed his actions of trying to sneak in by creaking loudly after he opened it a little bit more. "Can we talk?"

Felix only nodded, not being able to look away from the window, his back still facing Changbin, something that made the boy even more sad.

The dark haired boy hugged him from behind, his arms passing the blonde's shoulders and falling freely in front of the latter's, Changbin's chest resting on Felix's shoulder blades and his head resting on Felix's. That way, the atmosphere that once was down became brighter and Changbin sighed in relief.

"Hey... Listen to me, hm? Just don't say anything until I finish saying what I have to say." The older stated, managing to loosen up the younger a bit. "I really, really, like you. You're my first ever real love, so please don't treat me that bad... I-I just don't know how to act around you a-and I have some social problems as you already know..." He sighed, slowly starting to leave their embrace while brushing Felix's hair gently with his fingers, and by this time, Felix was already turning to face him and wasn't crying like before, even tho his cute face was even cuter because of the deep blush in it. His little ears, cheeks, puffy eyes and cute nose tip were all red, leaving his freckles to appear a little bit more, his eyes glowing at the sight of Changbin.

"I don't know how to treat people. I'm dumb at socializing and I swear I don't know how the hell I even made friends like ours. Plus... I still don't know how did you fall for someone like me, to be honest." He chuckled a little and fell on Felix's now open arms that hugged him tightly while they fell together on the bed.

"To be honest, I got really hurt when you yelled at your sister that we were not dating. I know we aren't dating yet, but... I seriously want to..." Felix said, kissing Changbin's forehead and caressing his back under his own hoodie that the older was wearing. "I'm sorry, I'm just a really sensitive person... I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but my heart got so tiny when I heard that... I thought you didn't want us to date one day..."

"Of course I want to date you one day, silly!" The older went a little bit over the boy's chest where his face was buried, burying it now in the younger's neck, planting a soft kiss in there. "It's just that I have a really sharp tongue due to my lacking social skills..."

"So... D-Do y-you want to... L-Like... Continue to see each other...?" The blonde asked, blinking some times before looking at Changbin, seeing that his face was just a few inches away from his own.

"Of course, Lixxie..." The korean replied softly, brushing softly Felix's hair with his fingers, admiring the gorgeous vision of the boy's deep dark orbs that glowed at the sight of Changbin's eyes when they locked gazes.

Without even thinking, Changbin closed the gap that separated their lips, smiling in the middle of the gentle kiss, not deepening it because he wanted Felix to do it at his pace. But soon the blonde had closed the gap again, this time deepening it and dominating Changbin's tongue without too much effort, placing his hands on the older's waist and grabbing it tightening the grip since something in both of them had woken up and was excited about that kiss.

They just stopped the oh-so-close contact when they felt the need of air, pulling out of the kiss both panting, Changbin's hands tightly grabbing Felix's shoulders, the younger sitting on the bed and the older on his lap, but both bodies in a good contact.

The view of Changbin's eyes half open, his plump lips parted while his chest going up and down because of him trying to retrieve the air back into his lungs, was something Felix couldn't get enough. For him that was the most beautiful view ever, he couldn't control himself but kiss Changbin's entire face and neck, squeezing his cheeks so he got cuter and he could peck the older's lips.

"It's better if we stop it here before we do anything more, Binnie..." The Australian said, cupping the Korean's face again and patting his cheeks with his own thumbs, both gazes locked at each other's with smiles plastered on their faces. Giggles could be heard while the older hugged Felix and patted his head while giving him kisses all over his face.

"You're right, Lix... And we have to do something about our stomachs, they're growling and it's almost time for lunch..." Both boys laughed, getting out of their previous position and standing up, going straight to the kitchen, aiming to do something to eat.

"What do you wanna eat, Binnie?" Felix asked, back hugging the older and gently kissing his neck a few times.

Changbin was getting some ingredients on the fridge, smiling when received that good hug and kisses. "I was thinking of doing something simple for me and you. What about pasta with cheese?" His smile grew a bit more when he felt Felix nodding on his right shoulder.

"I'm gonna get the pans for you to make it, the raw spaghetti to make it is in the counter, there are some types of cheese on the fridge and some others in that counter up next to the fridge..." Felix instructed, getting the pans and putting on the stove while Changbin cutted some vegetables to make a salad and some to put on the sauce for the food.

The smaller was currently trying to reach the top counter to get one of the types of cheese he currently needed. He jumped and jumped too cutely, making Felix's heart melt at the cute scene and soon going to help him, putting a chair beside him and holding him so he wouldn't fall while getting the ingredient. "Seems that I have the cutest baby ever..." He said while laughing, receiving some soft slaps on the shoulder from the older, a not-really-upset Changbin was hugging him now while receiving help to get off the chair safely.

"Shut up..." was all the dark haired boy could say at that moment, he was all red from embarrassment.

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Both chuckled at each other's jokes and were getting closer, having conversations about anything and everything, smiling, sometimes comforting one another, sharing thoughts, life's moments, some secrets and kisses that they would definitely never forget. All this while cooking and then eating. They were starting to understand each other.

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a/n:
Hi babesssss~ How are you guys? I'm definitely happy now.

Please comment your thoughts on the chapter, I like knowing what you think. :D

Btw, I tried doing something soft, but I discovered that I actually suck at these things. ;-;