Fuck It {YUNGBLUD}

Cleo's Entry📖

Fans

Audience

Music

Artists are noticing you

I'm noticing you

You're thriving

Shining, you're a star Dominic

And so is she that's why you too get along so well

I'm just a small town misfit that no one ever liked but you

You noticed

You cared

You were always there

Sometimes I wish we never ran away so I could still have you all to myself

But that's selfish

But you know what's even more selfish?

Spending more time with a girl you barely know than with me

At night you're never by my side you're always on your laptop

You don't even kiss me goodnight

Are you tired of me?

Am I too much for you now?

What does Ashely have that I don't?

Don't answer that.

Your mom called when you were out

She so sweet your mom, she said that she loves me for how I turned your life around

Although I took you from her she's still happy I'm making you happy

Will Ashley ever get that call from your mom?

Don't answer that.

I love you

I never lost feelings

And I never will we're going out to a party tonight but she invited you I'm just a tag along

Don't leave me Dom

Does she call you Dom?

Don't answer that.

I wanna just do a bunch of drugs and forget all about this

Not you

This

Do you still love me?

Answer that.

Every morning when I don't wake up by your side I look at the ring you gave me

Forever.

Huh

And always.

Will she be your new forever and always?

Don't answer that.

If you leave me for her I'll never forget that

I hope you know that I'll never forget that

I'm not the type to beg

But fuck it Dom I love you so so so much just please don't

You just came home you didn't even ask me how my day was or what I was writing.

You never take me out on little midnight dates anymore

All we ever do is fuck.

And you're not only fucking me but you fucking with my heart

I remember the old Dominic you were so sweet and caring

We did a fuck ton of things together remember that?

Don't leave me

Not for her

I knew this was going to happen

You deserve better than me

And yeah maybe I'm jumping to conclusions but I can't help but notice how close you too are

Always making jokes and sitting next to each other making me feel like I'm the fucking third wheel

Making me feel like I'm

Nothing.

Sometimes I feel like I'm floating outside my body just watching everything watching out too

Sometimes I feel like I'm crushing on you even though you have a girl

But I shouldn't feel that way because that girl is me for fucks sake

I haven't been eating

You haven't noticed

I cut again

You haven't noticed

What is going on?

Are you really catching feelings for her?

After everything.