Mine. Luke hemmings fanfic.

Chapter 5

Lilly's P.O.V.

I was awoken by a phone call, a rare occurrence since my mom died. I've distanced my self from my friends aside from the odd night when I need them to stay with me. I answer, my eyes still close.

"Hello?" I whisper. My head is pounding and I can barely move. As fun as last night was,  I'm regretting it. Except for Luke. Oh gorgeous Luke, Oh blue eyed beast.  What the fuck am I thinking. God I'm strange.

"Woah Lilly, you fucking lightweight. I know you drank but it wasn't that much" I hear the voice echo from downstairs. Its ash. I hang up the phone a sit up in my bed. I'm still wearing my t-shirt from last night but no pants.

"What do you want" I shout through the floor, the smell of maple bacon filling my room. 

"Never mind I'll be right down!" I grab a pair of sweatpants and some cosy socks and pull them on. I fix my hair as half of it has fallen down before running down the stairs. Luke was sitting in moms seat but for the first time, the thought of someone sitting there hasn't angered me, or upset me. I almost helps.

Luke's P.O.V.

At breakfast Lilly and I exchanged no words but she just kept staring at me with those beautiful green eyes. I felt Ashton's gaze fall upon me and quickly turned my eyes to my plate and continue t chew my bacon.

"I'm gonna go have a shower if that's ok"I mutter and Ashton points to a pile of netly folded towels. They're the only neat thing in the house. I walk up the stairs and it takes me a minute to find the bathroom. When I do, I lock the door and strip down but something shiny catches my eye under the bottle of soap on the sink. I move the bottle of green liquid and see a singular razor blade with some crusted blood on the edge. It must be Lilly's shes th onlyy person that lives here. Fuck. I get into the shower and think about whether or not to confront her about it

Lilly's P.O.V.

I walk up stairs and hear the hum of the shower. Fuck. Its under the soap, Fuck me. The shower stops. Has he seen it? Fuck. I hear footsteps and a groan. and then metal fall on the ground. Fuck. Hes found it.

"Uhh Luke are you in there ?" I know he is, He knows you know. why the fuck would you ask that. Now he thinks I'm stupid.

"Yeah" he sounds muffled now.

"Can I come in?" I slip out regretting it straight away. What the hell Lilly! 

 I hear the key turn in the door and the handle turning. The door opens to reveal Luke with only a towel around his waist. God he is sexy. I step in and lock the door behind me. The soap is moved, its not on the sink like usual, its on the side of the bath.All thats left is dried blood. My eyes quickly fix back onto him only to reveal the stained on the floor infront of him. Tears fall down my cheeks. He walks toward me and wraps his arm around me. His breath is hot on my neck but his chest is wet.I feel safe in his arms, so much that my tears slow. He presses a soft kiss to my forehead and I look up at him . He just stares back at me with those two blue orbs. He then picks up my hand a moves my sleeve to reveal my wrist. He looks at me and then to my arm again. I look away and the tears come strong again. He shushes me and lifts my wrist up next to his face. He presses a kiss to the top of my wrist.

"Please don't tell ash" I mutter to him and I wrap my arms around him again.

"Only if you promise to stop, you're so beautiful and there's so many people that care for you. I know you're hurting and this helps but its not an answer. Now go get dressed or they'll be suspicious"