Mine. Luke hemmings fanfic.

Chapter 10

Luke's P.O.V.

Mom leaves me, after the doctor, to go get food, and stuff. Shes been sitting with me for 5 hours, mostly silent. What am I meant to say to her. I was drunk and my head is more fucked up than I think. 

The doctor took all the tubs and shit out of me so I can't walk, eat ect. I have weekly counselling

The guys replace her. Its silent for a while, they too, just stare, waiting for me to talk.

"Are you okay?" Calum finally speaks up. I nod. 

After 30 minutes of small talk they leave. Lilly comes in, wearing my black hoodie.

"Hey" I sit up and smile, but she stands by the door.

"I would get up but, kinda have no pants" I laugh. She looks at her feet. Fuck.

"Lilly?" She looks up and shes crying. Fuck.

"Why" She cries. 

"Come here" 

"No! I had reasons! My mom died! I had no one left! And even I didn't go that far, Luke why.."

"I.. I don't know" She slowly walks over to me, lifts my hand and kisses the top of my wrist. She sits on the bed in front of me. I pull her face to mine but she pulls away and a doctor comes in with mom. Lilly stands up and walks back over to the door and stands next to it.

"Well Luke, with what we discussed earlier, I'm happy to let you go. Your mom can sign the discharge papers and then you can go." he says while looking down at his clipboard and then leaves us with the papers.

About three hours later we get back to the hotel. The tour was postponed and tickets refunded for those nights I missed, we are just finishing the last four weeks. I think it will be good for me, as stupid as this sounds, I really need some love and attention tomorrow.

I lay down on my bed and close my eyes, despite the long time I was asleep. I got my own hotel room for once because I need some space. I hear someone creep over, and flop on the bed, cover my eyes and hot breath on my neck. 

I turn over and pull her close to me.

"Hello" I smile and she smiles back and pecks me on the lips.

"God you're sexy," I pull Lilly onto my lap and kiss her like I never will again. She pulls my shirt off over my head. She kisses down to my cheek, to my jaw to my neck. I pull her shirt off and pull her further up the bed. And then the door opens, Lilly grabs her shirt and covers herself as Michael walks around the corner.

"Oh fuck ye were fucking" He laughs and I can feel my cheeks heat up

"Maybe.." Lilly giggles. 

"Anyway, were getting dinner now and we wanted to invite you, but you seem busy" 

"Yeah I'm kinda tired now, I think I'm gonna sleep." a sudden wave of tiredness hits me.