TW: Apparently I can't write anything but angst!Sjips....
I don’t know why he left, decided to start fresh with someone new.
I have done everything for him.
I put him before anything else.
I worked night and day for him.
I built him a factory to produce dirt.
I worked night and day to make him happy.
I never wasted the time to eat, too busy working on the compound.
I followed him for miles.
I agreed when he said we were going to the moon.
I built him One Tree Hill.
I was fine with him calling it shit.
I mined for hours, let him think he found diamonds first.
I noticed when it was _Zips laying next to me when I woke up.
Sips. . .
I left Slime Island for you.
I went to the people I hate to save you.
I found you on Mars.
I brought you back home.
I made a farm for you.
I took care of you.
I sat with you, for nights on end.
I waited for you.
I waited for years.
I brought you back.
I pretended I was fine with you starting over.
I watched you take my employee away from me.
I watched you two go, leaving my in the rain, alone.
I pretend it doesn’t kill me, working with one of your new employees.
I act like I don’t hate him.
I tell myself it isn’t his fault.
I tell myself it is for the better.
I tell myself I don’t love you.
I tell myself I don’t care.
I tell myself you appreciated what I did.
I tell myself someday you will need me again.
I try to tell myself I should keep going.
I tell myself people will care if I die.
I tell myself you will care...
I got a letter today.
I told myself not to cry.
I tell myself you aren’t doing fine without me.
I tell myself I should die.
I tell myself...
I tell myself falling on my sword will be quick and painless.
I tell myself Lewis will look after the farm.
I trust him, trust him to take care of you and love you.
I saw you with him.
I saw you kiss him.
I know he will take care of you.
I know you will be in good hands.
I hope I will be as well.
I hope I die quickly.
I hope you read this letter.
I hope you ignore the fact it was written in my blood.
I love yo...
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