Dear Sips,

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TW: Apparently I can't write anything but angst!Sjips....

I don’t know why he left, decided to start fresh with someone new.

I have done everything for him.

I put him before anything else.

I worked night and day for him.

I built him a factory to produce dirt.

I worked night and day to make him happy.

I never wasted the time to eat, too busy working on the compound.

I followed him for miles.

I agreed when he said we were going to the moon.

I built him One Tree Hill.

I was fine with him calling it shit.

I mined for hours, let him think he found diamonds first.

I noticed when it was _Zips laying next to me when I woke up.

Sips. . .

I left Slime Island for you.

I went to the people I hate to save you.

I found you on Mars.

I brought you back home.

I made a farm for you.

I took care of you.

I sat with you, for nights on end.

I waited for you.

I waited for years.

I brought you back.

I pretended I was fine with you starting over.

I watched you take my employee away from me.

I watched you two go, leaving my in the rain, alone.

I pretend it doesn’t kill me, working with one of your new employees.

I act like I don’t hate him.

I tell myself it isn’t his fault.

I tell myself it is for the better.

I tell myself I don’t love you.

I tell myself I don’t care.

I tell myself you appreciated what I did.

I tell myself someday you will need me again.

I try to tell myself I should keep going.

I tell myself people will care if I die.

I tell myself you will care...

I got a letter today.

I told myself not to cry.

I tell myself you aren’t doing fine without me.

I tell myself I should die.

I tell myself...

I tell myself falling on my sword will be quick and painless.

I tell myself Lewis will look after the farm.

I trust him, trust him to take care of you and love you.

I saw you with him.

I saw you kiss him.

I know he will take care of you.

I know you will be in good hands.

I hope I will be as well.

I hope I die quickly.

I hope you read this letter.

I hope you ignore the fact it was written in my blood.

I love yo...

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