So, here I am again.
Unfortunately...
And I am louder than before. Because I am angrier than before. You disappointed me. Do you know why?
No...
Because you didn't bring us to heaven. I mean, how incapable are you?!
Please...
You didn't even manage to kill yourself. You only had one, one!, task. Committing suicide and sending us to God.
Well...
Oh, shut the fuck up. You are embarrissing me.
I.. I want to live.
Pahaha, are you serious? You don't even deserve to! You don't have a future in this world. Do you have a job, some friends or ideas what you want to do after your graduation?
I would figure out... somehow, eventually.
Don't flatter yourself. You can't even make friends. You won't surrive alone. And you know it.
If I fight I could make it.
You? You don't have self-esteem, you can't communicate without stuttering, you are afraid of strangers, you barely talk, you don't have friends... should I ennumerate more? You have no special abilities, nothing. Just breathing.
I have abilities...
Yeah? Crying doesn't count.
I.... I didn't mean...
Yeah, of course you didn't. Just accept how fucked up you are.
I am not.
Jesus, just accept it. And go to God. And stay there. We will be separated then forever.
No.
You would be free.
NO!
Don't be stupid. I know you are, but I am giving you advices so believe them.
Shut up!
Come on, I am tired of you too. So are you. We would win both.
SHUT UP!
Just finally kill yourse-
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
...
BE QUITE. LEAVE ME. LET GO OF ME. Why are you even hunting me? Why is it always me? Do you wanna see how much pain I can take? To you wanna test my borders? Do you wanna push me over the edge? Did I displease you in the past? Did I hurt your feelings? Just tell me what it was, what I did wrong.... please...
...
...
You done crying? I mean soaking like a baby on the bathroom floor is quite sick.
Leave me.
Never. You didnt had to throw all these stuff around. And besides I won't leave too, if you punish the mirror. Wouldn't change a thing, unless you are hurt.
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Teen FictionIf you are completely lost. If you are gone. Would you let someone help you to get back to life? Even if it means to destroy his life? Or would you give up, but thank God for his angel he has sent to save you? Or don't you believe in God...
