Autumn Boy

Nellas Gedichtesammlung

30. Oktober

Meine Welt

Der Hügel, der einst so sichtbar war
Stellte nur noch ein verschwommenes etwas dar
Aber vielleicht ist es auch gut so
Denn ich gehöre sowieso nicht richtig dazu
Ich lebe lieber in meiner eigenen kleinen Welt
Denn sie ist das Einzige, was mich im Moment aufrecht erhält.

03. November

Poetry

Poetry

One word in the centre.

We just wrote it down there.

We let it stay there.

We don't explain it.

We just wrote it down there.

And this is poetry.

Poetry.

And you were poetry.

You stood there.

No explanation.

You were Allen.

You were poetry.

Allen.

04. November

We met when it was dark outside

We met when it was dark outside
I think I didn't like your presence that moment
We talked, but my shitty attitude Forced you away
And this was when I was lonely again

We met when it was dark outside
I think I Appreciated you coming at the moment
We talked and laughed, and you eventually went
And this was when I was looking forward for next night

We met when it was dark outside
I think I was happy you visited me at the moment
We discussed and Laughed, and you eventually went
And this was when I hoped you'd come again

We met when it was dark outside
I think I wished you'd stay Longer this time
We philosophized and laughed, and you soon went
And this was when I asked myself why I sucked so much in life

We met when it was dark outside
I think I was afraid of meeting you this time
We talked, I cried, I broke and soon you left
And this was when I regretted I Ever talked to you

We met when it was dark outside
I knew I was No good company for you
We talked, and I loved you
And this was when I decided I shouldn't destroy things I loved

We seperated when it was dawn
I knew I needed to let go of you
I stayed silent and felt how I couldn't control hatred, pain and love anymore
And this was when I went to heaven and hell hoping God will embrace me
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