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I act as though I embrace being alone, but, the truth is, I would give anything to have someone in my life; I could fight with and complain about to anyone who'd listen
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Jonah took another swing of his bottle. He didn't care how much it burned his throat. He didn't even feel it. He was so accustomed to it. The mess that scattered his house didn't bother him. The broken bottles laid everywhere. The tears that ran down his cheeks were seen everyday by him. The lines scattered on his arms burned. Some old, some new. He turned to that. He turned to cutting and alcohol.

But each burn, each tear, each cut Jonah made could never take away the pain, anger, and love he had towards Corbyn.

Love because no matter what, Jonah loved and still loves Corbyn with all his heart. No one could ever replace him. The fake blonde took Jonah's heart with him once he passed away.

Pain because a life without Corbyn was a life without living for Jonah. Every little thing reminds Jonah of Corbyn. The older boy can't get corbyn out of his head. The way he loved Corbyn, how corbyn loved him, their dates, the way corbyn would moan, groan, squirm, tremble, and become mess underneath Jonah as he came. Every little detail of corbyn, Jonah knew and had it memorized. Corbyn was Jonah's tattoo in his brain and his medicine for the pain. But where is he now? Gone. Corbyn's gone. And there's nothing Jonah can do to change that.

But Jonah held anger for corbyn. Ever since corbyn left, Jonah felt anger towards the younger male. Corbyn left him, in this cruel world. Corbyn took his heart and left. Corbyn was Jonah's happiness and now it's all gone. Once corbyn left, Jonah stopped living. He stopped caring about the things he used to love and do. Why? Because he would do all that with corbyn.

Corbyn promised to always be there for Jonah. So where is he now?

And that's something Jonah couldn't get over. Jonah couldn't forgive corbyn. Not after what he did.

Not after corbyn left Jonah in this cruel and terrible world...

All alone

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