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Congratulations.
You have survived the war,
Now live with the trauma
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"Jonah! Jonah!" Jonah jolted awake from his name being called. He sat up from the uncomfortable chair. He wouldn't leave it. The doctors let him stay with Corbyn cause they knew that neither would be good alone.

"Corbyn baby, what's wrong?" Jonah asked concerned as he saw streams of tears run down Corbyn's cheeks.

"I'm scared. I can't breath," Corbyn said.

"Baby! Do you want me to call a doctor?" Jonah said, worry filling up his eyes quickly.

"No. I can't handle the pain anymore," he sobbed.

"Baby," Jonah said as tears welled up in his eyes.

"I'm scared jo. I don't want to leave you. I'm not ready to leave. Not you, not my momma and daddy, not Ashely or Jordan. But I can't handle the pain," Corbyn sobbed as he scrunched his face in pain.

"I know baby I know. You can let go my love. Imma be ok. As long as you aren't suffering, imma be ok my love," Jonah lied to Corbyn. But he didn't want Corbyn to hold on and suffer for him. How could Jonah be so selfish and put his feelings first instead of Corbyn's.

"I'll take good care of them ok. Leave this earth happy and in peace my love," Jonah sobbed.

"Just hold onto my hand as tight as you can." Jonah said as he placed his hand in Corbyn's.

"I'm right here my love, I promised you. And I'm not leaving," Jonah sobbed.

"I'm so sorry jo," Corbyn apologized.

"It's alright Corbs. It's not you fault." Jonah sobbed.

"Just hold on tight for as long as you can," Jonah cried out.

"I'm so scared Jonah. It's a new world I'm going into. And you won't be my side. Im not ready Jonah, please jonah," Corbyn panicked, and nothing broke Jonah's heart more then seeing the person he loved be so scared. And there was nothing he could do about it cause he was terrified as well.

To be honest, Corbyn didn't know what he was begging Jonah for. Maybe for permission to leave? To take care of his loved ones? To take away the pain?Maybe all of the above? None of them knew but damn it broke both of their hearts.

"Corbyn, listen to me," Jonah said sternly.

"I am by your side the whole way my love. I am in your heart my love. I'm not going anywhere." Jonah said as Corbyn nodded.

"Please take care of yourself Jonah. And Dani. My momma. My daddy. Ashely. Don't let her heart get broken. Nor Jordan." Corbyn said as he became short breath.

"I won't my sweet. You have my promise. Please just always remember me. I'll never be forget you," Jonah sobbed as he slowly saw the life in Corbyn disappear. Corbyn slowly gave in. He got the promise he wanted. He wanted his loved ones to be taken care of. That was his mission. To take care of Ashely and Jordan since he was the oldest. Now he couldn't even complete that. He wanted to take care of his parents. That was down the drain to. But he knew Jonah would do it.

"I'm in peace Jonah. The pain is disappearing," Corbyn said softly.

"Go ahead Corbyn. I'll hold on to the memories. Go into the light. You'll be save and happy there. I'll miss you. I'll see you soon," Jonah crier softly.

"I love you," Jonah sobbed.

"Please say it back. One more time. Please Corbyn please," Jonah sobbed as Corbyn slowly closed his eyes.

"Corbyn please," Jonah pleaded.

"I love you jonah and I'll never stop," was Corbyn's last sentence before he flatlined.

Jonah gasped and let out a scream. An ear piercing scream. One that showed his pain. Nurses and doctors rushed into the room.

"Don't save him, he wanted to go. He couldn't handle the pain," he sobbed out.

The doctors nodded and frowned at Jonah as he crumbled underneath their eyes.

Jonah let out a heart wrenching sob as he collapsed on the floor. Nurses and doctors all pilled with him on the floor. They never did that. But deep down, they knew that they were soulmates and damn did it hurt them. They couldn't even imagine the pain Jonah felt.

Jonah that day felt completely and utterly numb. He passed out from all the sobbing he did. But fuck he still remembered that painful memory.

Corbyn went into heaven happy and in peace. His heart still yearned for Jonah but he knew he would see him one day. And he would be watching over him.

And so Jonah was reminded of this trauma. Everyday he lived with it. It broke his heart everyday when he thought of it.

But this was Jonah's

Most painful memory.

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I was BAWLING as I wrote this 🥺🤧 sorry if I made y'all cry 😂

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