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I live a very dull life here...indeed I think I am more like a state prisoner than anything else
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Jonah used to be so vibrant, looking forward to each day. How could he not? He had everything he ever wanted. The love of his life by his side, his family supporting his every move, and his very own company.

But then the most important thing got taken away from him. Now everything is so dull.

It's like Jonah can't see any colors but white and black. He can't see the joy and happiness that radiates off of others. It's like he's immune to the all the smiles and laughs that surround him.

Jonah goes with life with just a blank face. Nothing makes him smile, laugh, smirk, or even just let out a chuckle. It scares his family.

The only things that cheer up Jonah and make him forget his miserable life is his family, Christina, and his best friends, Jack, Daniel, and Zach.

They worry about him. But Jonah refuses to speak to them. Only talking to Christina. But barely. Just some things to get off his chest.

Jonah often found himself done with life. He wanted to escape, get rid of his thoughts, his feelings, everyone. But how could he put his friends, family, and his sort of fans through that pain? Jonah couldn't do it. At least not yet.

Of course nobody knew about his feelings of ending his life. He didn't want people to worry. But all his family and close friends saw behind his barrier. Just simply refused to admit because Jonah got mad easily when they brought up him being upset.

At this point, jonah was holding on to the little bit hope he had in himself. Not for himself but for everyone else around him. Even corbyn. Corbyn didn't want him to end his life. So he was going to go through life a little bit more and hold on just a teeny bit more.

But anything could easily make Jonah crack. Jonah was slowly getting to his breaking point. Yet he refused to break just yet. But when that day would come, everything would end. His life included.

But for now, Jonah will be going through life, all dull. Nothing in color, no smile on his face, no laugh nor chuckle escaping his lips, nor the sparkle in his eye once he gets happy. None of that. Just all dull.

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It's 2pm where I live and I literally just woke up. And I was like why not update? So here I am, updating 😂

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