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It's sad how the people you were once so close with can become another stranger you don't know
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Jonah hated going outside. He sometimes disliked hanging out with Jack, Daniel, and Zach.

He loved his best friends. He really freaking did. But they often didn't pay attention to jonah when they were together. Jonah was left out. He didn't have his Corbyn by his side as they hung out. So he slowly distanced himself from them.

Jonah hated going outside because every direction his eyes looked, he saw a happy couple. And each one reminded him that he longer had his Corbyn. It was like a daily reminder. And he couldn't deal with it. So Jonah slowly not only distanced himself from his friends, but from the world as well.

Jonah was feeling an emotion. An emotion that he hated feeling. Especially in this situation because it was no one's fault.

He was truly happy for his best friends and other people who found love. But he couldn't help but be feel envy.

His friends wouldn't necessarily forget but it would slip their minds at times as they acted all in love. None of them would notice the tears that would brim Jonah's eyes, memories of him and Corbyn acting the same way. Nor did they notice the glare Jonah would send them. They were stuck in their world. In their in love world. And Jonah couldn't blame them. He was the same way when Corbyn was around. But that didn't mean that it didn't hurt him.

It seemed like Jonah was this emotion all the time. He hated it. He wanted it to leave but that would never happen. So he had to deal with it. And he dealt with it alone. Refusing to speak his thoughts and hurting his best friends' feelings. How could he be so selfish and not let them express their love? It wasn't their fault. So Jonah distanced himself. And when they would hang out, he put up with it.

Jonah was

Jealous

And there was nothing anyone could do. He was jealous of how other people had their significant other while he was alone. He was jealous of how other people still got hugs from their partners. He was jealous that others still had their loved ones. He was jealous that others still got to see their love of their life. But most importantly, he was jealous that other people didn't have the pain of losing their everything. And he would never wish anyone would have that pain. Cause it was one of the worst pains to have.

For now, Jonah remained broken, in pain, angry, and

Jealous

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