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It is magical how easily the right person's voice can chase away the insanity inside you
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Sixth year, fuck six years without Corbyn. Each year seemed to drag on even more. Jonah was giving up.

He no longer wanted to be on Earth. He was done.

Jonah started blankly at the grave. It seemed like Jonah no longer had tears. He already cried them all out earlier in the morning. Jonah was starting to feel numb again.

The progress he had done with Christina was slowly disappearing. But it was to late now. There was no saving Jonah this time. Jonah was drowning and he didn't want a lifeguard to come to him. He was sinking and he didn't want any help. He didn't see a purpose to keep fighting, to keep going.

"Jonah," a voice whispered from behind him causing him to slowly turn around.

Tears welled up in his eyes. It was his momma. His beautiful momma.

"Momma," he whispered.

"Baby boy," she whispered back, scanning her only son. Her heart breaking. She knew her son was slowly giving up. Her heart broke for him. She wanted to save him but deep down, she knew Jonah only wanted corbyn. She didn't want to be selfish and keep him with her as he suffered. So she was deciding to let go. But damn did it fucking hurt.

"I miss him momma," he whispered brokenly.

"I know baby," she whispered, slowly walking up towards him. She knew her son to well. She knew he was about to have a meltdown.

A mother knows her son the best.

"I wanna see him again." Jonah whispered, a tear slipping his eye and that's when it was over.

Jonah broke down. Not only broke down. But he broke the fuck down.

Carrie could not do anything but hold her son in his arms as she rubbed his back. Her heart breaking in two. She wanted to take away the pain.

"This is for you my love. It's from me and your daddy," she whispered after Jonah had calmed down a bit, tears burning her eyes from her late husband.

"Thank you momma," he whispered as she nodded and slowly made her way out of the grave.

Jonah opened the box and realized it was a CD player with a cd inside. He plunged in the headphones and pressed play. Tears immediately burning his eyes once he realized it was his angel's sweet voice.

Jonah closed his eyes
As the song began to play. His love's voice was the only thing he focused on. Tears escaping his eyes once he heard and understood each lyric. Relating to them on a whole different level.

[Song is in the media by Original artist. Also this is the song that makes me bawl my fucking eyes out when I need a good ass fucking cry] 

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe; I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
Will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

The song ended. The last lyric killing Jonah.

He was about to turn it off but then his love's voice was sounded. Tears brimmed his eyes once again. It was a bittersweet moment for him.

"Hi jo," he heard Corbyn's sweet voice say as he smiled, tears running down his cheeks.

"This was a cover. I hope you liked it. You always wanted to record my voice but I refused to. I don't like how I sound," he laughed.

"Anyways that's all for now jo. I love you. Keep fighting my love," he heard Corbyn say and for a second he had hope again. But it left as quickly as it came.

"I sound so cringey," Corbyn said causing Jonah to chuckle softly.

"Love you my love," corbyn said, his giggle following soon after then it stopped.

"I love you to my sweet," Jonah whispered into thin air.

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I think the ending is honestly  the best ending I have ever made for a chapter for this book. It warms my heart but also makes my heart cry 😢

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