Mike's Point of View:
I wasn't sure if I should look in the book or not. Of course I agree with what Phoenix told me when he gave it to me, but I wasn't sure if it's what Chester wanted. I didn't know how Phoenix resisted the temptation of revealing what Chester's been hiding, but I knew that I wasn't strong enough to avoid looking. I slowly opened it, feeling guilty as I did.
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My mom and dad found the cuts. They know now. I wish they didn't find out but they disagree and say it's for the better. They took me to a therapist who's insisting I write in this shit. He said I only had to do this for a week if I don't like it - which I don't. This is incredibly stupid. My parents shouldn't even be paying for this, they're too poor for it. I feel horrible.
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Cuts? Was Chester self harming as a teen? I assume that's when he was writing this. I felt horrible and contemplated weather or not I should continue reading. I caved and flipped to the next page.
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I hate everyone at school, they hurt me. Always saying mean things to me and tossing me around like a rag-doll. It's torture, I can't put up with it much longer. Hurting myself helps but it's never enough. I want to leave it all behind, I just want to let go and never come back.
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Suicide?! My Chazzy was thinking about suicide? Oh god, I feel so bad for him. He shouldn't have had to deal with all that bullshit. As horrible as I feel, I forced myself to continue.
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I'm out of the therapists now. My parents divorced and now they're both broke but I'm continuing this book thing on my own. I don't know why, but it feels like this book replaces the place of a friend. It doesn't make me feel so lonely.
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Chester... I just wanted to hug the life out of him. His entire life was filled with sadness, he deserves so much better. I wish I could give him everything he deserved.
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There's this guy I met on the streets. He sold me drugs. I've never realized just how amazing they were, it's such a pain reliever. He introduced me to his friend, Elisa-
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Elisa?! I slapped the book shut and stood up, sticking the book in my bag. This girl was close to a drug dealer and Chaz?! Them being together is definitely not a good idea. I quickly raced out of the room, trying to remember which one it was before Chester makes a huge mistake.
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Broken
FanfictionLinkin Park is back on tour and Chester isn't feeling himself. His emotions are twisted up and he might be getting himself into some trouble. Can the other guys find out before he makes a huge mistake? (Caution: May contain drug usage, self harm, an...
