Broken

Chapter Ninteen

Chazzykins Point of View:

"Was Jason in your nightmare the other night? You were saying no and pleading someone to get away from you and to stop. You began screaming for me and begging me to help you." Mike said and I gulped, nervous about what to say.

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"N-No... Please, g-get away! No! Stop it, stop it, please! Mike! Mike, I need you! Please!" I screamed out desperately. The man who attacked me in the alleyway didn't cave into my pleads and chuckled darkly as he continued his actions.

"Mikey ain't ever gonna save you," The man grinned and pinned me tightly to the ground. I struggled against his grasp and cried out in pain.

"M-Mike," I breathed before passing out.

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"Yeah," I whispered, deciding to lie. "It was about Jason."

"I can't believe you were hurt that badly," He croaked and quickly pulled me into a hug. "I hope that's all there is to your past. I can't stand to see you so hurt,"

"The rest is just drugs, alcohol, and self harm." I answered and he sighed deeply, his eyes seeming to glisten.

"No more suicide attempts... Right?" He asked softly and I shook my head.

"I thought about it," I said honestly and he continued hugging me tightly.

"Were you hurting yourself at the start of the tour? Is that why you seemed so upset?"

"Yeah," I sighed. "I just felt so unloveable. Like I never thought I'd get happiness but I did. I got you,"

"I love you so much, Chester. I want you to be as happy as you possibly can be. I don't want you to turn to blades or drugs, I want you to turn to me."

"I will, Mikey. I promise, I don't need those things when I have you." I kissed his cheek and gave a soft smile.

"When did you and Talinda call it off if you don't mind me asking? How did you know she was cheating on you?" He asked and I bit my lip at the memory.

"She was having phone sex..." I trailed off and both Mike and I broke off into laughter. It hurt when they left us but now it's just ironic. Our wives ended up with each other like we ended up with each other. I suppose this was the way it was meant to be.

"Maybe we should invite them on a double date sometime," He nudged me in the ribs and chuckled.

"Yeah because that won't be awkward as fuck," I laughed and he grinned brightly.

"God, I wish we got together sooner." He said, eyeing my lips and studying them.

"Why?"

"Because I could've done this a lot more," He said before leaning in and capturing my lips with his gently. He hugged me tightly and I felt his smile against my shoulder. "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me."

"I could hold you in my arms forever," I mumbled and hugged him even tighter. He pretended to not be able to breath from my tight grasp before laughing. "Oh, my Mikey."

"Oh, my crazy Chazzy," He cooed and I slapped his back and pulled away from him.

"Look who's talking! Maniac Mikey!" I laughed and he kissed my lips again, trying to contain his smile.

"I'm your maniac Mikey and your my crazy Chazzy," He murmured and gave my lips several quick pecks.

"Mmm, I'm going to eat your face if you don't give me a proper kiss." I threatened quietly and he didn't need to be told twice. He grinned and pressed his lips against mine, suckling the bottom lip and running his tongue across it. His arms circled around my waist and mine around his neck. He was sitting on the bed and I wrapped my legs around him and kissed him back. Then, of course, the door opened.

"Dear mother of god why does this always happen to me!" Brad shrieked and covered his eyes. "I just wanted some ice!"

"There are several ice machines in the hallway, Brad." Mike rolled his eyes after we broke the kiss. I got off his lap and smiled at Brad who looked petrified.

"Mike, they scare me!" He confessed and we bursted out laughing. "It's not funny!" He pouted before taking our ice bucket and leaving the room.

"Where were we?" Mike asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't remember, perhaps you could remind me." I smirked and Mike jumped on top of me on the bed and began tickling my stomach. "M-Mike! T-that's not where we l-left off-" I bursted out into giggles and squirmed away from him.