Fifteen | Confessions Part 2

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Here I am standing having a staring contest with Bieber. He slowly lowers his phone and steps onto the elevator. Once the stare breaks, I jet down the hallway to my room.

"Dana!" I can hear Justin following after me.

I don't say anything back I just quicken my pace.

"If you just give me two seconds, I really need to tell you something." He somehow manages to catch up and walk beside me.

I still ignore him. Only two more doors down until I'm at my room. Bieber tries to grab my wrist but I pull away. When I reach my room I swipe and try to get inside but he swings the door open.

"Why won't you let me talk to you?" he's frowning.

I push the door close and lean against it sighing. I slump down and put my face in my hands.

"Dana I really like you, I don't know if you know this but I do. You like me too so why can't you just give me a chance? I never liked Bailey, I just..." he pauses and I hear a thud on the other side of the door, he's probably placing his head on it. "I just used her to make you jealous so you would want me."

What? What kind of theory had he come up with? Didn't he know that that would only make me not want him?

"Yeah, I know it sounds stupid but I'm not that smart when it comes to relationships."

I remove my hands from my face but remain seated. I wanna see how far this goes.

"But I can change for you." he continues. "I don't want Bailey I never even thought of her as a girlfriend because I want you. If you just give me a chance to be there for you I will. I know we've only known each other for two months but it's something about you that wont let me give up. If you don't come out in the next five minutes I know that you don't feel the same and I will never bother you unless it's relating to our project which we really need to start working on since we will be presenting in front of the class next week before break. So...yeah, I'll be waiting."

I want to walk over to my bed and take a nap so that when I wake up Bieber won't be here. He'll be somewhere lip locking with Bailey throwing everything he just said away. But, I can't just walk away. I can't just walk away from a guy who was slowly but surely making me fall for him. It just wouldn't be right. I get up from the floor and place my hand on the doorknob, twisting it slowly. The door creaks as I look out into the hallway. There Bieber was, standing face to face with me. He wraps his arms around me and places his face into my neck, softly kissing it.

He pulls himself back to look into my eyes. "Does this mean I'm getting my chance?"

I peck his cheek and remain by his ear. "Don't ruin it."

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"Let's get this done okay." I grab my binder and flip threw the pages until I find me and Justin's song. "You can sing the first verse and hook, we'll sing the chorus together, I'll do the second verse and hook and then we can sing the rest together. Or something of that sort."

We were sitting in the middle of the floor in my dorm. Today was kind of... awkward. This whole giving him a chance thing.

"So you wanna start?" he's looking down at his paper.

I stare at him, even though he's not looking. "What do you think?"

Justin's head shoots up. This whole attitude thing towards him was going to be hard to get by. It started to become a natural thing.

I close my eyes and sigh. "Sorry. It's kind of hard trying to be nice to you."

Justin shrugs and smiles. "It's fine. I'm use to it."

"Only you shouldn't have to be." I mumble.

He's still smiling. "You ready?"

I look up in his eyes. "Yes.."

Justin somehow manages to hook his phone up to my tv so it would play out loud. He waits as the beat starts and comes in on queue.

Say you love me

As much as I love you, yeah

Would you hurt me, baby?

Could you do that to me, yeah?

Would you lie to me, baby?

'Cause the truth hurts so much more

Would you do the things that drive me

crazy?

Leave my heart still at the door?

Justin's eyes are close as he's singing. His bushy eyebrows are knitted together and I could tell he was giving his all. It almost looked like he was in the room by himself, blocking the rest of the whole out. That's how I feel when I'm singing. It's just me and the music. No one else matters in that moment. When Justin's finished, I come in.

Ooh, if there is a reason to call me a fool

'Cause I love too hard

Are there any rules, baby?

If this a lesson

Baby, teach me to behave

Just tell me what I gotta do

Just to stay right next to you, you, you

We sit there and finish out the rest of the song together. It was perfect. I can't believe Justin actually got me to write and finish a song. He smiles and unplugs his phone.

"Dude, we shouldn't get anything less than an A. Believe it or not, you wrote more than I did. Even after all of this fussing and fighting." He nudges me, making me smile. "We should go out and celebrate."

I get up from the floor and place my binder in my closet. "No clubs, please."

Justin chuckles.

"You still haven't told me what I said either."

"That's because I'm not going to." He shakes his head and licks his lips.

I dramatically gasp and throw a pillow at his face. "Tell me!"

He gets up and lightly hits me on the head with a different one. And now... we were having a pillow fight. Standing on my small bed hitting each other as if we were still ten. I'm laughing so hard right now, more than I have in years. No one's seen me this happy since the accident. Not even Ryan. Yeah, I'd smile and laugh occasionally but never like this. I was having fun finally. I was happy and I felt free. Just as I'm about to hit him again, feathers fly all throughout the room.

"Oh my gosh." I smile, wide eyed. "Look what you did!"

Justin jumps from the bed and examines the room. "No, that was your pillow." He sarcastically checks his watch. "Oh darn it. I have this... thing I have to go to."

"Oh no you don't. You're helping me clean this mess up."

Justin tries to make a run for the door but I jump on his back which probably wasn't a good idea because we both tumble to the floor. We lay on the floor laughing. Just looking at each other. His features were so beautiful. (I know that sounds kind of weird). His dark bushy eyebrows, the way his nose sat above his rose colored lips, his hazel colored eyes that felt like they could see straight through your soul. Our laughter fades to silence but, we're still looking at each other smiling. I think right now is a good time to tell him what he's been waiting to hear.

"I like you."

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Sorry, this is probably a short chap. I was waiting for the weekend to come FINALLY its here! I'm hoping to have two more chapters up after this one. ☺☺☺☺☺ - xoxoxo 💜

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