The Golden Maknae

Desperation

When I woke up the next morning and saw Jungkook on the couch I felt guilty again. I went and woke him gently. He sat up quickly and looked around. 

"Everything is OK. I am out of bed if you want to sleep a little longer you can, but in your own bed."

He stood up and pulled me into his arms. I felt safe in his arms. 

"Will you lay with me for a minute?" 

I thought about it, but I still felt awkward about being married and with another man. 

"No, but don't stop trying. I just need more time."

"Well, get dressed. I want to take you to the mall so you have clothes to wear, your own shampoo or whatever. Things girls need."

I laughed as his face colored.  "Thank you, you are so thoughtful."

We couldn't drive ourselves because of the Bo situation, so it was a limo with security for the 2 of us. The other guys couldn't come unless they drove separately so I told them to stay home and not worry. 

We pulled up in front and Jungkook, two security guys and I all got out and walked in the front door. It hadn't been that long since I had been there so I knew what store I wanted to go to. 

I started looking through the clothes and it looked like Jungkook was too. 

"What colors do you like to wear?" he asked.

"I can pick out my own clothes, silly." 

"I know, I just want to make sure you get a lot so I thought I would help." He gave me the cutest smile, his nose all scrunched up and he looked like a bunny. Just then I remembered that a lot of ARMY called him that. I giggled.

I found a cute one-piece shorts outfit and decided to try it on. 

I thought I would be safe in the changing room, not far from Jungkook with a couple of security roaming around the store. 

I was wrong. 

I walked into the changing room and hung the outfit on the hook. Next thing I knew I had a hand over my mouth. 

I let out a muffled scream and fought him as hard as I could but somehow we made it to the back door and he dragged me into what looked like an inner hallway just for the mall staff to bring in merchandise from the trucks. 

I managed to slow him down somewhat but he was too strong. I was hoping they would be able to catch up when they noticed I was gone. Why hadn't I asked security to follow me? 

The answer was simple. I didn't think he would still be trying to get me. 

"Stop struggling! I have a gun, shall I get it out?" he angrily whispered in my ear. I stopped thrashing then. The last thing I wanted was a shootout and Jungkook to get hurt, or killed. 

"I'm taking my hand off your mouth, don't make a peep or try to talk to anyone and your precious Jungkook won't get hurt, for now."

I did as I was told. I was terrified, for Jungkook. 

"I will come with you and not make a fuss if you promise me right now you will NEVER go after Jungkook." I stopped walking until he answered me. 

"Fine, I promise. As long as you behave."

I started crying silent tears because I knew I was going back to hell if we made it to the car. We wandered a bit until he figured out where it was. I knew they had to be looking for me by now and was hoping we wouldn't make it out of the parking lot.