I wake up in a bed. Great going Hoseok, you passed out again. I look around and see Yoongi sleeping in the chair next to me. He must've stayed. A doctor comes in , surprised to see me awake.
"Hey, you feeling alright sir?" he asks me. Honestly , no. I feel so sluggish and just weak.
"Just a little sluggish" I say and he nods.
"Understandable Mr.Hoseok , but now that your awake I have a few questions." he says and I nod. Then Yoongi wakes up.
"Okay, first of all, that Panic attack was weird , it's nothing like i've seen before, does it happen often?" I shake my head.
"I get panic attacks but havent had nothing this severe in years" I say.
I see yoongi drop his head. I've never told them about my panic attacks, they usually happen at home so I never felt the need to.
"Interesting, what happened the last time" Yoongi looks up , remembering. He stayed through the night with me then too.
"Well, on of my other friends had gotten an injury" the doctor nods.
"When did this start , if you can remember" he asks
"Around 7th or 8th grade" the more I talk the more yoongi gets concerned, but if I tell him to leave, he will get even worse about it.
"Hmm, any specific trama , to cause this?" He asks.
I don't want to. No . I can't answer , how even would I?!
"Uh....." they both stare at me , longing for an answer.
"I was in a car accident with my parent....... They passed away" LIES.
Yoongi's eyes widen.
"So that's why you had the bandages when you came to school! Hoseok why didn't you tell us?" he says the doctor tells him to sit down.
" When your younger , its normal to keep it in, not knowing what to say, you can't blame him for that." the doctor says.
" But I- ....your right, sorry sir" he nods.
"So you injured your head, and watched your parents die, now you have weird panic attacks when people you care about get badly injured." I nod.
"Well the way you looked last night, it looked like a mixture of a small seizure and a panic attack, but you probably have some PTSD with that" he says as if its nothing. Yoongi looks at me as if I just died.
"Hyung, im fine, calm down." Yoongi nods but I can tell he's worried.
"There is no diseases that have this, your pretty rare kid" the doctor says. I look down. I hate this.
"Its...........its called BOX" I say and they both look at me like i'm crazy.
"When it happens, my heart pounds like its in a box, thoughts try escape my head like its a box, my body curls up as if i'm in a box, so when I was a freshman, I called it BOX"
The doctor nods and smiles. Yoongi just looks down.
" Box it is then , I want to start you on some anti- anxiety meds, and maybe therapy too ?" the doctor says continuing . we are there for another 20 min , getting my vidals checked and getting the new medicines.
"Okay, Hoseok, your free to go" he says, me and yoongi bow and head out to the waiting room.
"Do you know anything about Jin?" I ask and Yoongi smiles.
"Yeah come on!" he leads me to another room, we open it and the others are there laughing with jin who seems to be feeling a lot better.
They all come greet me when I walk in asking if im fine and I said yeah, I had Yoongi make a promise to keep BOX between us. Jin doesn't say anything to me. He just looks at me as if I was about to be killed.
"Jin?" Yoongi asked
"Hoseok......" he said , I'm so confused.
"Yes hyung?"
"Why didn't you say it wasn't a car crash" They all look at me , especially yoongi.
" w- ....What are you talking about hyung?" I ask ......did they....tell him?
"The.. guys said that they- ....." he looked at my faced and stopped. I was basically begging him to stop with my eyes.
"Oh wait...that was a dream haha sorry" Jin said. They all laughed, I let out a fake laugh a bit. Im still too tired to do much.
"So what happened Hobie Hyung?" Jimin asks. Yoongi and I look at eachother and nod.
"He has a virus but its not contagious" yoongi says.
Jin and I just look at each other.
This is gonna be one hell of a conversation and trust me I am not ready for this at all.
" Hey guys , can I talk to hobie for a minute, alone?" They all nod and walk out.
The air is so think you could cut it with a knife. The sits there for a little bit, Killing me with that suspence.
God damn it just say it.
"So... why didn't you tell us........that......... they were killed"
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-BOX- |JHope| \\Completed\\
Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
