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Hoseok pov
It's as if today couldn't get here faster. The more people show up at the house the more anxious I get. Jiwoo and Holly are staying at a friends for a few days so thankfully I don't have to deal with that. But I feel like in forgetting something...
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I feel my heartbeat star racing. What did I forget? What if it were important? I start shaking. Goddamnit, what did I forget?! Wait, Maybe it's nothing important at all, and i'm just over reacting. Ha right.
Or he could be dying or maybe you forgot the tools or people or everything cause your a fuck up.
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You can't remember things now huh? How will you ever save him? You stupidfuck head.
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I grab onto the table. I assume everyone's staring at me but i can't see well, my vision has blurred out.
THUMPTHUMPTHUMPhahahhaaLittlecunt,whotoldyouthatyoucouldbebrave?PUSSYTHUMPTHUMPTHUMP
The hate in my head swallows me, I almost fall when someone catches me. I feel them put something in my mouth, then water.
THUMP......THUMP.....THUMP ....Thump....... Deep breaths.
"Thats it Hoseok, Good job Hyung" Its Namjoon. He must've caught me when I fell.
".........Thanks Namjoon" I say slowly and tr to stand up.
I'm a little wobbly but I manage. Everyone is staring at me with concern. Namjoon looks at as I look at all of them, He goes to say something but I stop him.
"I...I apologize, I probably should have mentioned that, because of...past..uh....Trauma...I have small panic attacks/seizures ....However, Thankful namjoon gave me my medication, Which I'm guessing is the thing I forgot, I should be fine for the rest of the day." I bow and they all tell me to lift my head.
They are really dedicated to me huh?I start to feel better now that the medications sitting in. We all get back to work
"You feeling better hyung?" Namjoon asks, at this point Him Jin And Tae where in the room looking at me.
"Yeah Namjoon, Im fine , thank you" I say and bow to him and he lifts me up.
"It's fine hyung" he laughs and Jin comes up to use. He explains what happened.
Jin grabs my arm and brings me to the balcony in yoongi's room. Time to get scolded.
"Hoseok, I know.......It's probably really stressful today...and scary but I need you to promise me something" He looks at me and grip's my shoulder.
" For one, tell us if you need your meds, second........No matter what happens.After we get him back, Don't be like your parents, Don't take this "company" in the wrong direction" He says and I nod.
"Jin , I promise that, I actually had an idea to make it an Entertainment company heh as stupid as that sounds." I say laughing, but he gets excited.
"Oh my god you should do it! Change the way people see things" He says and we head back down stairs.
There's something on my mind I really want to say.Before we go off and.......save yoongi.
"Excuse me, Everyone I just wanted to say something. " I say, everyone looks at me.
"So, I... I really don't know what kind of people my parents were.However what i do know is that,Im not them, So for first thing, don't expect this to be the same.Second I know that i need to be able to trust the people closest to me so, I want these three to be treated in the highest, They are my right hand men, even if they decide to leave after or not join me, they will ALWAYS be respected" I said pointing to Jin , Namjoon and Tae. They look surprised but smile.
Everyone bows at them and then we carry on the final works before we leave.
"How is everything Mr.Kim?" I ask Jinyoung and he cringes.
"I am a loyal man to you, Mr.Jung, But please don't EVER call me by that name, and everything fine to go, Ready when you are" He says. Okay then.
I get nervous. However i'm determined, I didn't go through all this pain to just to hold back.
"Aight. Lets kill this motherfucker" I say and He smiles.
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Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
