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I rush over to him. He is only slightly conscious. I try to stay calm so I dont scare Ji Woo but its hard, she's only in sixth grade so.

" Okay, Jiwoo I need to hold this here okay? I'm gonna call an ambulance" She nods and does as asked.

This is my fault, I shouldn't have been disrespectful. If I didn't, he wouldn't have got drunk and run off. All I can do is hurt people. I call 911.

" Hello 911 speaking, what's your emergency?" they answered.

"Hello, My friend was drinking and decided to walk home from another friends house, Well, He somehow got to my house but he looks like he got hit by a car" I manage to stay calm but the more I explain the more real it gets.

"Okay hun, Can we have his name, and your address? We will send an ambulance as soon as possible" she says

" His name is Kim Seokjin, My address is 258 bansong blvd " she patches it to someone else.

" Okay sweetie they are on there way, stay on the line okay, can you check your friends vitals?" She asks and I go over to him, Jiwoo still hold a cloth on one of the bigger wounds.


"His heart rate is fast, But he's still slightly conscious" I say trying not to look at Jin too much. I know I would break down if I do

" Is there anyone else there?" she asks.

" Yes, it's me, My little sister and her friends." I say. They both look at me but look away.

"Are your parents home ?or are you an adult" I hold back a bit ........parents.

" I'm an adult, but my parents .... Died a few years back" I say and Jiwoo looks down.

"Im sorry sir, the ambulance should be there soon" She says and I see sirens.

"They are here" I say and she has me hang up. The ambulance comes in and take a look at him before putting him on the stretcher. I head out and go with them, my sister said she'd be fine.

I can't Think, First my parents keep getting brought up everywhere, then jin flipped out on me, now he gets hit by a car. What did I do to deserve this. I want him to be okay more than anything. As we race to the hospital ,Jin goes unconscious. My heart starts beating fast. Ever since 8th grade, when someone gets really hurt, like deep wound injuries for example. I start to panic and it got bad one day when jimin hit his head real bad and ended up in the hospital, so bad that I ended up there too.

We arrive at the Hospital, My heart beating faster as they rush Jin in to an emergency surgical room. I'm left in the waiting room. The longer it takes. The more I panic although, I have my own name for it. I call it BOX. My heart pounds as if it's trapped in a box. My thoughts race through my mind but never escape my mouth, also getting trapped in a box and sooner or later I passed out. Some might call it an anxiety attack but I like to have fun with it I guess. But "BOX" gets worse now.

" he's a goner" THUMP "it's your fault"THUMP "dumb ass"THUMP "how do you tell the boys" THUMP "They'll hate you" THUMP"all he did was care Hoseok!"THUMP "kill yourself you awful piece of shit!" THUMP

I close my eyes and try to breath. A Nurse comes up to ask about my friend but I can't say anything.

"SAY SOMETHING YOU ASSHOLE" THUMP

" Sir are you alright?" I breathe in deep and try to focus.

"Y-yes just anxious" She smiles and nods in understanding, it calms my nerves a little.

"Its okay sir, he's awake, he does have fatal wounds, but thanks to your , quick , smart thinking with the cloth , he'll be just fine" I sigh in relief

"Was he able to say what happened?" I ask still wondering. She nods.

"He said he was jumped , but by men in grey suits , he also said to give this to you" she hands me the note and leaves.

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This is a warning

Don't join them

Or it'll get worse

Kang Sugwan

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God fucking damnit.

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