No Update today :C
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Hoseok POV
Why didn't you just tell him how you felt huh? How could you be so fucking selfish, as to yell at him for caring about you?! If you hadn't done that......no... if you hadn't done that ......NO...... if you hadn't
"NO!" I scream and punch a wall in an alley. I can't focus on one bad thought. Millions keep swarming me like bees.
Why did you yell at him
Why would they take him from you
Why did you fall asleep
Why didn't you go anyway
Why didn't they wake you up
WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING PATHETIC
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I throw my back against the wall and slide down.
Almost as if just to piss me off and be cheesy it starts raining. I look next to me at the old men sitting there. As if they could see what I was going through they hand me a beer. I take it with no questions asked.I just want to forget this world. I've been in these types of situations so many times before but it all just seems unrecognizable. Un-understandable moments began to blur after graduation. Each day. Each melody fades away off into the wind of the busan shore.
I try to figure out the feelings towards Yoongi. They are so familiar yet so new. Did I love him? Or Did I confuse love with pity or just desperation? Maybe i'm the desperate one... It doesn't matter I guess. I wouldn't be able make him happy anyway. He's probably fucking straight.
The more alcohol I consume the easier it is to let go. The thoughts fade away the more I drink. Its strange. I decide to walk to my house and crash even though we live in Daegu not busan. I'm enjoying the numbness. No feelings equal no worries. As I cross a bridge I continue to drink. My head gets dizzy and soon it feels as if i'm flying....or falling. I soon feel water all around me. I guess I fell over the railing. It's strange how i'm not concerned, I could die right now but with the way everything has been going...would it be that bad? Its weird how when your water, you can still hear the noise from above but its quieter....softer and not as harsh as before. Almost relaxing.
I start to fade out, however i'm not afraid..I just hope yoongi will be happier for once.
Maybe they all will be.
Jins POV
I run through the streets looking for him. God damnit he could be anywhere and I don't know my way around busan like he does. What do I do? He could get kidnapped just like yoongi. Maybe I should've woken him up, or told him to go. I walk around towards the park and the bridge. I get and uneasy feeling in my stomach when I see Multiple police lights....and an ambulance. I run to see what's going on but their is yellow tape.
"Excuse me, what happened?" I ask someone standing next to me.
"Some drunk young man fell into the water, almost died" That description sends my mind in circles.
"Excuse me! Excuse me sir!" I yell to a police officer. They walk over.
"Is there something wrong sir?" The man asks.
"Can I see who this is, My friend ran off earlier and I have a really bad feeling" I say, It seems as if he is about to say no but he nods and shows me a picture.
My heart drops and I clap my hands over my mouth.
No
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No
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Please?
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Hoseok?
The police officer hold on to me as if he thinks i'm going to collapse.
"So i'm guess he's your friend?" I nod and he leads me to the ambulance. They let me ride with him.
I can't breathe. As I stare down at him unconscious. It's not like it's the first time but it's still scary.They offer me hugs and words of good luck for my friend but how do i handle this? Two friends in the hospital at once? Plus a friend with a death close to him and a kidnapped friend and a paranoid friend AH.
When did we all become broken shards of glass? When did we all become part of this plan hoseok? What do you hide and what are the costs? I can't lose you but I can't lose them either.
"Please tell me hoseok, okay?"
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-BOX- |JHope| \\Completed\\
Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
