!!! WARNING ~ Mention of suicide and Rape , if triggered Then Stop Now ~ WARNING !!!
I get up out of bed, Yoongi still sleeping, And get dressed. I haven't worn something like this since my mom and dad's funeral... It's a completely ironed Black suit and a dark blue tie. Not a single crease.
I get to Jimin's and he greets me.
"Hey Hyung" he says, still sad. Now i'm really curious.
"Jiminie, What exactly are we going to?"
"...It's....sunhee....she.." he says trying to hold back tears.
" She, was raped and murdered by a group of thugs in seoul while looking at colleges." He starts crying and I hug him.
Oh Shit.
Sunhee was Jimin's girlfriend since sophomore year. After what happened they met in physical therapy. She was alway so good to him and everyone around her. Why her? Why Now? I've been to seoul a few time and gang activity is definitely high, but I thought it would've gone down since then.
"I'm so sorry Jimin" He looks me in the eyes, everything in him is fighting right now.
Fighting not to just let go again. The sparkle he had with her is gone too. His world is crashing down around him and i've seen it before.
"It's not your (he sniffles)..fault hyung...I -...I just wish I went with her,I could have saved her" I look at him.
"Don't you EVER blame yourself for this! Jiminie, She was jumped, You couldn't have taken on ten guys with knives! No one could! I know, your in pain , you mind is jumping to the worst possible places right now, but don't ever, EVER say I could have, this or I could have, that" He just stares at me
" Im sorry hyung. You made a good point, Part of my mind doesn't want to believe you, But part of it knows your right." Jimin says.
I'm proud that he is able to distinguish what is his demons and what's not. He wasn't able to before.
"Let's get going okay? And remember jiminie, I'm always here for you, I always have been and I always will be" I say and he give me a small genuine smile.
Flashback-
I wake up in the hospital, yoongi next to me terrified.
"Did I pass out?" I ask and he nods. The first time.
"Hoseok, He's gonna be okay but I should really tell you what happened." Yoongi says and I nod.
"He .. Jumped off the bridge near the highway. He almost drown and he broke some ribs and his arm" I hold my breath.
Probably not the best idea to tell me then, we were luck I didn't pass out again.
".....I know why he did it Hyung"
"Why?" he asked needing to know
"They were gonna send him to New Zealand because his grades and our little gang out in busan"
Yoongi gets mad.
" he's got like the worst parents ever! Poor J-"
"Mr.Hoseok?"
Flashback over
We arrive at the funeral home. All the negative energy is just making me upset.
It's an open casket and they let Jimin go first, her parents love Jimin a lot.
"Sunhee.....I love you more than anyone else, I wanted to tell you that a week from now. But I guess right now is fine" he got down on his knee
"Sunhee, I will never get the chance to saw this, but will you marry me?" The whole room went silent, they felt bad for him. They all expected Them to be high school sweethearts. Jimin puts the ring on her and kisses her head.
Everyone starts clapping and hugging him. He truly had a family from her side. He smiles at each and every one of them. However I know he's gonna be drinking tonight. I just know it.
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Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
