I arrive at the party at about 6:10. I knock on the door and almost immediately it opens to Jimin and a large group of people, some dancing ,sitting ,standing and talking, some couple making out, the usual. We head to the back were the other 5 are.
"Bout time! Finally we can grab the beers!" taehyung said.
"Yeah jimin hyung made us wait!" jungkook added I laugh a little.
Jimin hands everyone a beer and we all open them.
" here's to not killing ourselves before we graduated! " yoongi says and I smile a bit.
"Here's to not lose each other or ourselves" namjoon says . It's getting pretty personal.
"Here's to trying " I say almost monotone but no one here's , we just drink.
Being drunk helps sometimes. It helps me forget the past and have fun in the present. However, getting drunk isn't something you can do everyday. The second best option is sleep.Sleep takes you away from your pain and shows you somewhere new. Somewhere without worry or problems. The only downside is that I have insomnia. So, it's hard to fall asleep. So I just hide it. Box it up until I can let it go in a dream or while i'm drunk in the streets of Busan. It's easier said than done but I manage.
"Hey guys what are you going to do now that we graduated?" Jungkook asked.
" well, i'm gonna get married and race a family" Jin said confidently.
" I'm gonna stay and support my mom and dad" Yoongi added
"Same yoongi!" Tae yelled.
"Im going to college and becoming a producer" Namjoon said.
"I'm gonna go to college for dance and join a company" Jimin said mimicking a tango , they laughed.
" im gonna get a job and move to japan" jungkook said.
They all look at me. I just look down at my cup.
"I Really don't know, I...I think i'll stay and take care of my sister" they all look at me concerned.
"But hyung, what about all the dancing you do? You can rap too! You should be an idol!" Namjoon says
"Come on Kid! You hate it here! Don't think we don't know that" Jin says and i just roll my eyes and drink more.
We quickly move on from the topic, Jin goes and makes out with his girlfriend, taehyung and jungkook went alone somewhere , probably the same reason, Then Namjoon , Jimin and Yoongi are having a shot contest. Me? Well i'm in the corner , alone like usual. I just don't get it. They all have such nice families that love them. Me, well..... I have Jiwoo at least. And i'm not complaining I just simply want to know why me and jiwoo got the parents we had, ........And why I don't care that they are gone. Most kids would be upset if there parents died, especially if they were only 13 like I was, but after what they did. I just don't care . And Jiwoo won't know ,neither will the guys because They will Never believe me.
A car crash. That's all they know.
A fucking car crash
A fucking car crash
A fucking car crash
A Fucking Car crash FOR GOD FUCKING SAKE
The words repeat in my head as the alcohol takes over. At this point , everyone but us 7 had left, that I am thankful for.
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Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
