I head to yoongi's room
I look around the room. There's one bed, and nor chair or couch. I mean I guess it's fine, I can sleep on the floor. I have before when my dad would get mad and lock me out of the house.
"You coming Hoseok?" Yoongi says patting the other side of the bed.
"Are you sure?" I say trying to hide how awkward I was. I haven't slept in bed with another person since before mom died. She would always curl up with me to stay away from dad.
"Yeah, I can't let you sleep on the floor, plus its safer if we are close, just in case you have another attack." he says. I crawl into bed.
I can't sleep, but I fake it so the yoongi can. Once he falls asleep , I sit up on the edge of the bed.
"What am I doing?" I run my hand through my hair.
Everything was fine until graduation. I Just, Wish I could go back. Before Jin got hurt or before we graduated, Before My parents died. So much has happened over the last 5 years. So many things I wish I could've stopped.
FLASHBACK
"What's wrong?" I ask him.
He shakes his head and looks at me, with no emotion, completely drained.
"I'm sorry hyung. But I just..... I can't move to New Zealand. They are gonna make me if i dont bring up my grades........" he looks down, tearing up.
"Look, we will help you! Let's do it together!" I put a hand on his shoulder and he shoves it off.
"No hyung... I don't need help. I - I just ..... Ugh piss off " He walks off in rage.
Later that day ~
Someone knocks at my door.
"HOSEOK!" yoongi yells , crying.
My heart starts to race.
"What hyung? What's wrong??" I run to him. He's out of breath, probably from running.
"Hospital.....Now" He runs and I follow, his parents give us a ride there and he takes me to the room.
I look in. My eyes widen at the sight.
"H-How....No....Did he-?" My heart starts beating fast, me being scared of the beating makes it faster. I start not being able to breath.
I passed out for the first time.
I remember waking up 10 minutes later in my own hospital bed, Yoongi being frightened.
Flashback over
I snap back to the real world when I feel Yoongi tug a my shirt.
"Hmm?" I mumble.
"Why are you up?" he says sleepily.
"I needed to use the bathroom and im back now" I say and he nods.
"Sure, Your such a liar, come here" he pulls me next to him.
I freeze at being so close to him. He wraps his arms around me.
"I don't know what your thinking about. But I know it hurts you Hoseok." he says and lighten up.
"Please just....." he seems hurt too.
"Hyung?" I say and he tightens his grip.
"No! just listen to me Hoseok" I don't say anything
"you always listen to us about our problems , But when we try to help you, you shut us down"
"your starting to remind me of j-" he stops we he sees my eyes dart down.
"Just please....let me make it..better" I don't say a word
We just stay there, and eventually fall asleep.
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Thanks for nagging me to get it out. Now I finally finished it <3 uwu
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Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
