It's been a week. Everything has Has been boring needless to say. Just work, and then chilling at the house. The guys have all been visiting jin but me. After the sleepover, I kind of avoided everyone. Something in my mind convinced me that I don't deserve them. I head the bathroom and wash my face, getting ready for work. My phone rings.
"Hello?" I answer.
"Hey Hoseok!" It's a friend from work, Jinsoo.
"Ah, hey hyung" I say .
"I called to let you know that our boss said that the store will be closed today" He says
"Alright, thanks man" I say
"No problem" He says and I hang up.
Well I guess i could go back to bed or something? Jiwoo is at a friends house so breakfast isn't necessary. Usually , I'd beg for a day like this but, I'm just......... alone. Not just physically, but mentally too. It's not all it's cracked up to be. My phone starts ringing again, breaking my train of thought.
"Hello?" I answer again.
"HYUNG! Bout time you picked up!" Taehyung. I sigh.
"Yeah...heh... what's up?" I ask.
"Jin hyung is coming home today so we wanted to throw a party, and no party is complete without our sunshine!" He says, I can hear jungkook burst out laughing in the background.
"Sure, I guess.." I say. Should I? Well maybe I could be happy? But what if we all fight again....
"You okay hyung?" Taehyung asked. I take a deep breath.
"Yeah i'm fine haha just tired!" I can practically HEAR the box smile through the phone.
"Okay! There's our hobie hyung!, See you soon!" Tae says before hanging up.
Maybe if pretend to be happy , I can convince myself that I am. Ugh it's not like im sad or mad, I'm just not happy , god dammit I don't know... how do I describe something I could never understand? But if I can make them THAT happy, just by faking it. Then I guess it's worth it.
A couple hours later I head out to Jimin's place, it has a pool so they wanted to do it there. I pull into the driveway then walk along back. You got this hoseok, just , be happy, think of the beach.
"HOBIE HYUNG!" Jungkook yells running at me from behind, then hoping on my back. I smile.
BE HAPPY
"HYUNG!" he runs and jumps on my back, I throw him off into the water
Jin runs to us with beers.
"AHH YEAH!" I yell
"Heya Kookie" I push Him off.
He smiles and motions me to follow him. He leads me to the porch where everyone is.
"AYE! Look who finally showed up!" Jin says, he still has some bandages around his waist and shoulders. everyone but me is in their swimsuit so I feel overdressed.
"How you feeling hyung?" I ask with a smile. He seems almost surprised.
"A lot better" He says laughing.
"Ah , hyung , I have an extra bathing suit in the living room if you'd like to use it" I nod.
"Thanks jiminie" I say. I go in and grab it, I put it on in the bathroom then head back out side. They are all in the water, except yoongi, but that won't last long.
He's asleep , I make eye contact with Jungkook, Jungkook gets out of the water to help me.
We grab yoongi by the arms and legs and before he even knew it , He was in the water.
" YA! YOU FUCKERS" He almost laughs out. Me and jungkook are hysterically laughing on the side.
Suddenly he yanks my foot and I fall in. My heart pounds more as soon as i'm under. I reach as quick as I can for the top and stand up.
"Even?" he says. I nod.
"Even".
BE HAPPY.
"Hoseok , you alright?" I was crying.
"Just go away hyung" I couldn't stop. The tears fell like a flood, I was drowning in them.
"What happened?" he asks
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NO ! MOM !!!!!
"Hoseok?"
"Hoseok?"
" JUNG FUCKING HOSEOK" I snap back to reality as yoongi shakes me and calls my name.
"Huh? What?" There was a tear on my face...fuck.
"Did you take your medication this morning?" Yoongi asked.
I shake my head, I must've forgot.
Yoongi hugs me. "Its ok , just chill down , we are here"
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-BOX- |JHope| \\Completed\\
Fanfiction"don't be like us' she said to me.... and then........ and then they were gone... everything was" !SOPE! <3 Cover by @Fine-Saveme_ uwu she's gr8
