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by SHYUBF

by SHYUBF

[4 A.M]
;; chanbin

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the old clock hanging on the kitchen wall marked almost 4 a.m as changbin rested his head on top of the cold wooden table, mumbling inaudible things to chan, who played with the dark fluffy hair of the boy in front of him. changbin kept his voice inside of him; but he was a fast breese, and especially free.

"hey..." the younger boy lifted his slim body so slowly that chan felt lazy; more than he already was. "are you responsible for what you've tamed?"

the brunette had a lost look in his eyes — maybe he was trying to find himself —, while chan's gaze burned his tanned skin barely lighted up by a broken kitchen light.

"you're not the type to stay" chan's dry lips dragged the truth out, not just to changbin, but also to himself.

"you don't usually acknowledge your wrong decisions and mistakes, do you?" changbin's mellow laugh had a harsh tone.

"you were a right decision" the older's arms softly rested on the cold surface of the table as they locked eyes.

chan was pretty aware that he shouldn't involve himself with some summer breeze, and changbin knew that the other boy was pure winter with autumn spikes, but both of them knew that they were responsible forever for what they've tamed. so chan allowed the sun to shine on his snow as changbin smiled, and changbin let himself rain a little bit just so he could stay a little longer.

it was 4 a.m when their hands met and changbin asked one more time: "are you responsible for what you've tamed?" the intensity on his eyes running around chan's pale skin.

"did i tame you?" the small smirk on the older's lips grew bigger; he liked winning prizes.

"you earned all of me" changbin laughed softly yet painfully. "but i'm not a prize"

it was past 4 a.m when the grip in their hands loosened and their eyes got lost. both boys were not looking for anything or anyone, both were always questions and never answers.

chan stood up from the tall chair with changbin's careful gaze over his back. "i am responsible for what drags me from the center of the earth and makes me doubt gravity" his body slowly turned around; he was just thinking out loud at that very moment. "i'm responsible for the one who makes me have a strong attraction for you"

"you're responsible for me, christopher bang" changbin smiled, allowing his delicate hand to caress the taller's slim and pale face, while the fingers of his right hand rested in the wooden table.

changbin had no longer a lost look in his eyes; he knew exactly what he wanted. "you're responsible for your only love, bang chan"

the blonde one allowed a soft laugh to escape his rosy lips, he had nowhere else to run now. in fact; he was extremely responsible for seo changbin, the one who tamed him, and the only one who made him love.

(a/n): hey so like it's been a while and i'm sorry guysss i was just not in the mood lol

this is kinda messy??? like all of the other chapters?? but i kinda like it this way, i like the idea of a messy/lazy relationship, you know??? yeah i'm sorry, i'll try to change that djadhja