Raped

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"I WAS RAPED BY THE 3 STRAIGHT GUYS"
Read at your own risk.
A real life story of the 'one' I know. I got the info in a thread he posted. I was given a right to make this story. Typo and grammatical errors ahead.

I am Argie N., trying to wash all the pain and hatreds inside me by sharing to you all, the darkest moment in my life.

It was October of the previous year, I was with my friends, having a liquor party. We were celebrating one of my friends’ birthday in his house. We were always using that place to held a party for us, friends.

Almost all of our friends are there. I can feel the overflowing happiness that time. I was so thankful to have them with me that moment because the depression and lot of problems are slowly eating me. Sincere happiness is what I am feeling when I am with them.

The laughter noises enveloped the place until three guys went in and joined us. The celebrant introduced them to us as his neighbors and friends. They offered their hands to us for a shake. I accepted it, wanting to be friends with them.
They are nice to be with. They joke around, as well.

The moment was so happy. They are starting to be tipsy and tactless. There are so many alcohols. It was so heaven.

I know, what I am doing is not right. But I just want to unwind from the world full of toxicity.  I am so stress and I need to wash some negativities out of my body.

The night went on and the people lessen. They already went home. The three late guys are still with us. They are not still drunk because they came late. In my case, I don’t get drunk easily. I can still drink ‘til dawn. I saw the three guys talking. I am interested with one of them. They are all good looking but looks like an addict.

Time went by, my friends went home. I am still with my other friends and those three guys. One of them lead the shot. When it’s my turn, the guy smiled while handling the shot glass to me. I smiled back and stated my ‘thank you’. As I gulped it, my forehead creased as I felt some stinging pain in my head. I feel so sleepy so I got slept.

I woke up with my head in so much pain and my body unable to move. I immediately thought, I got what they called ‘betchin’. I opened my eyes, seeing my friends readying themselves to go home. They told me to just sleep and rest here since I couldn’t stand nor walk. The three guys said not to worry ‘coz they will take care of me.

I badly want to stop my friends and go home with them but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t speak! When my friends left, I fell asleep again. When I opened my eyes, I felt the guys’ guiding me to somewhere. It was so dark. That was the last thing I saw before my eyes closed.

I woke up again and confused seeing where I am. I am on the first bed at this double deck. I looked around and saw the three guys still drinking at the side. I tried so bad to stand but I just couldn’t. I shouted and asked them where I am, why I was there and where my friends are. They just answered that I should sleep and just go home tomorrow. I fell asleep again.

I opened my eyes because of the lingering pain I am feeling in my butt. I screamed when I saw a guy on my top. I was supposed to shout again but he punched my stomach twice. Damn it hurts so much that it made me so weak.
I don’t know what to do that time. I cried so hard, begging him to stop. I am so weak and I can’t move my body anymore. He put off my clothes as his fucking dick coming deeper inside me. I wish, I would be numb that time.
My tears couldn’t stop falling.

I heard their laughter while the guy didn’t stop thrusting. All I can do is to scream but stopped when the other guy punched me on my face. “tangina mo, ‘wag kang maingay”, he said. I can see their eyes full of lust and evilness. I felt so much anger towards them. Fuck, I can’t do anything!

The worst, they all did take off their clothes. The one forced to put his thing while the other one is still inside me. I screamed because of so much pain. I cried more calling my parents’ name. I wish they will hear me. The other one wants me to suck his thing but I bit it pushing him to bump my head on the bed corner. I couldn’t think straight anymore. I feel so hopeless.

I thought, they were done when they pull off their things. I was wrong. They put me on the table and they all put their goddamn things inside my butt. I feel like dying, I hope I just did. They punched my butt, kicked me, slapped my face. They destroyed me! They made me like a worthless animal! Fuck them all!

Cry… that’s all I can do.
They put their fucking dicks inside my mouth. I had no choice but to suck it because they will hurt me more if I don’t do it. I was praying hard, hoping that someone will come to help me. But no one did… Oh God. Sorry for all the wrong things I’ve done. Please, help me.

My impression to them was right. They are an addict. They are evil! I thought, I will die that time. I already surrender my life to God, bid my last goodbyes, asking for forgiveness, my last message but the hope is still there.

After how many hours in hell with them, they brought me back in bed. The one guy went home and the others stayed. I was sobbing on the bed, pretending asleep for them not to hurt me anymore. My body is full of bruises and cuts. I really wanted to escape but I don’t have enough strength to even move.

When I saw them already sleeping, I tried to stand but my legs hurt so bad. I saw a phone on the table. I called all the angels in my head to beg. Even it hurts, I crawled to get it. Oh, God! I cried again when I touched it and saw there’s no password. With my fingers’ trembling, I opened my account and chatted my friends. I wept loudly as I felt a little hope.

I luckily escaped. I am hardly dragging my body to move, to almost crawl. When I was already outside, I knocked on one of the houses. The child opened the door and got curious when seeing me. She called her mother first before taking me inside.

They let me sit on their living room. They keep on asking me but all I can do is to cry. Everything happened sink in reason why I cried hard again.

Hours later, I finally speaks and told them what happened, that I was raped. They cried with me and got angry at what happened. They let me rest that time.

Morning came as my friends. They are already with barangay officials. They are asking me things but I was just crying the whole time. I felt traumatized.

After that, I didn’t go home in our house. I let myself rest and my bruises to heal. I don’t want my family to know what happened. I am so scared.

Those days, all I can do is to cry. I couldn’t eat and sleep. Those scenes couldn’t leave my mind. My body’s shaking remembering those. I can’t almost breath because of crying.

I went back to our house and attended school like nothing happened. I am laughing with the people around me, masking the darkest moment happened to me. When my mind is not occupied with something, I’ll just stare at nothing and gonna cry nonstop. My heart’s hurting.

The two guys are now under the custody of DSWD while I don’t know if they already found the other one. I just hope they rot in jail. They made me unhuman like what they are. They are animals! Devils!

This present time, I am living my life with my normal me.  I can still remember those, always. I want to forget it but it keeps still playing on my mind. I hope it didn’t really happen. I hope it was just a nightmare.

I realized a lot of things because of what happened. The most important is, don’t let yourself be fooled and hurt. Bad doings will lead you to a bad nightmare. Always be strong and have faith in God. He will help us no matter how hard the situation is.

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I was hurt and at the verge of crying while reading his thread. Always remember that you are loved. You are so strong. You’ve been through a lot but you chose to fight and go on with life.

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