it's christmas eve. tomorrow is christmas, my absolute favorite holiday. it should be a festive time. a time that i spend with family and loved ones. but for some reason, i haven't been able to enjoy it.
i didn't enjoy when my mom drove me and my siblings around to look at christmas lights. i didn't enjoy when carolers came to our doorstep. i didn't enjoy baking cookies with my little sister. i didn't enjoy the play held at my church.
i should be bursting with excitement. but i'm not. i don't know why.
i think it's because i've been restless thinking about me and you.
do you even still like me? were you faking it the whole time?
i'm literally confused as fuck.
~ zach :/
12.24.17
monday
1:22 pm
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journalism | zorbyn ✓
Fanfictiona collection of entries in a journal of the things zach wishes he could say to his crush, but can't find the courage to do so. ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── warnings: - strong language - sexual content - mature themes ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── started: august 18th, 2019 ended:...
