IMPOSSIBLE | JIKOOK ✔

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JJK

hyung you looked down today - 

very down.

you haven't smiled,

you haven't looked up,

you haven't talked to anyone today.

normally you'd walk in and the attention would all shift to you.

but today,

today you just sat down and ignored the others looking at you

actually,

it's been like this for over a week now, the more that i think about it

you haven't come up to me

havent touched me

havent hurt me

your friends they - 

they looked, 

but they've never questioned

but then again, 

im doing just that too

believe me,

 I-I want to go to you,

want to hug you and ask you - 

ask you if you're okay  - 

even if I know that the answer's just a lie that'll roll off your tongue so easily - 

to hide all the pain inside.

i could tell you I know otherwise

and you could give me somewhat of a smile, before telling me that you know.

but it isn't like that anymore, is it?

now?

now I can't come close

can't touch you,

hold you

i cant even kiss you.

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i saw you wipe away that tear

that lone tear that dripped down your face in an unremitting, slow motion

showing just how you feel,

alone.

empty.

upset.

you're hurt.

its just you and me against this whole world hyung -

it always has been

and always will be.

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Its impossible to see you suffering.