IMPOSSIBLE | JIKOOK ✔

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JJK

i should have been there with you hyung,

should have stayed by you,

like i used to,

we were insperable,

im sorry hyung,

i broke the vow that we'd fight against the world - 

together.

forgive me.

you were suffering all alone.

i feel bad.

i feel guilty.

i feel like dying.

what's wrong with me?

i miss the old me.

the old you.

our play fights,

our hugs,

our laughter,

and our games.

i miss the sleep overs

the trips,

the times where we talked until we dropped.

where we needn't worry about a worry in the world.

a world without having this tension built around us.

without us being trapped in the past.

hyung, 

we need to look forward

we need to walk and move forward.

we're so stuck in the past - 

that we're wasting our present -

and will waste our future.

you know what, hyung?

if we truly are going to get better

or crave emotional stability

we've got to accept what has happened.

i forgive you hyung.

every day,

every moment, 

every second - 

i will always love you.

let's try to be together.

let's really give everything we've got to make us happen.

if it doesn't work, we will go down together.

we'll cry together.

we'll give up together.

we'll die together.

i promise.

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do you trust me?