IMPOSSIBLE | JIKOOK ✔

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JJK

It's been a while hyung,

and i cant stop thinking,

thinking about that night - 

the look in your eyes,

I cant stop thinking about how desperately you've wanted that,

I keep thinking how it would have felt to stand on the ledge with you,

count down from three with you,

close my eyes,

and hold your hand,

lean back,

and then let the cloud catch us both.

imagine how it would feel, hyung

to look into each other's eyes as we're flying

and smile,

then fall.

I let you go through that alone too.

Im sorry, hyung

everything crashed,

broke down,

and hurt - 

when you closed your eyes and gave me a smile.

I guess that that was when it hit me,

that's when i got a hard blow,

that that was reality.

my dreams,

my future,

my hopes..

they were the dream

they were the things that would have never happened

that -

i dont know what that did to me

i dont know what anything did to me

i dont even know what ive done to me

hyung remember when you - 

you said that we'd last,

we'd grow up,

we'd laugh together again,

you said we'd have fun - 

cry,

hug,

kiss,

love - 

you promised, hyung!

You PROMISED - 

But then again you said alot of things - 

You promised alot of things -

things that you couldn't complete - 

that you couldn't keep.

hyung why?

why?

why would you make that deal?

that oath?

that vow ? 

false hope was what you gave me,

false hope and dreams,

i guess i should thank you for giving me that one piece of encouragement,