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PJM
The days go on,
time goes on,
as every second goes,
More of my energy is drained out of me.
It's hard,
living when all you want is die.
Sleeping,
when all you think about is eternal peace - a place that you can never wake up from.
Eating,
when all you think about is throwing it up after.
It's pointless.
Stupid.
pathetic -
like me.
useless -
like me.
I went to the bridge today
And all I thought about
All I wanted -
was to jump.
I'm curious,
I've been thinking about this alot recently,
probably too much for my own good.
I want to know how it would feel like to be water;
to float and not worry about anything.
To pass by and move on.
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Seokjin hyung came over for the first time again,
Told me I looked devoid of emotions;
And that I looked and acted soulless, haha
Funny
but true
I guess i am hurt,
in pain
a burden
but maybe its just facts i overlooked before
pfft,
of course it's that.
He told me I'd get over this
and that I needed to go out again
Talk to people
Socialise.
That it was no good being cooped up under a roof, surrounded by 4 dull walls,
staring at them,
crying to them,
Refusing to eat,
he even invited me over to his and Hoseok's house
said he'd drag me out of here by my ears if I refuse
I was reluctant to accept,
i dont deserve to go out,
i dont deserve partying,
But Seokjin is the type to never receive 'no' as an answer
He refuses the refusal
Declines the rejection
He's ambitious
Adventurous
Filled with life and happiness
The total opposite of what I've become.
Jin hyung makes it seem so easy,
living.
ha,,,
he also makes every decision a choice of two ends -
Two ends that fit together perfectly.
Do you ever think we'll fit together perfectly, Jungkook?
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