book one just another bet

Just another bet Part fifteen: wrong way to care

Yoongi P.O.V

I was walking back to my room after everything i said to her i need to sleep things off( lol something i can see him doing) i was almost pass the girl section when i hear screaming i run over to it and see Y/N with bandages around her arms and jay sitting there disappointed. I walk over to jay asking what happened.

Yoongi: what the heck happened

Jay: she tried to kill herself again

Yoongi: w-what

Jay: yeah she came in all upset about something and then went into the bathroom and cut deep

Yoongi: this is all my fault

Jay: what no it's got nothing to do-

Yoongi: yes it is i told her things i shouldn't have just because she gives me this feeling and i don't want her to get hurt being with jungkook

Jay: what felling

Yoongi: i think i like her jay...not i the friend way

Jay: ohh

Yoongi: (starts getting teary eyed) why did i say all that. I made her do this.....i was trying. trying to show i cared

I ran out into the hallway to see Y/N coming towards me. I have to say sorry.

Y/N P.O.V

I walk over to him ready to yell when he starts talking

Yoongi: i'm so sorry i didn't mean to hurt you

Y/N: yoongi i cant ri-

Yoongi: just hear me out. I really do care about you and seeing you with him hurts me because....because i'm in love with you Y/N and i hate not being the one you turn to

Yoongi grabs her pushing against the wall leaning into kiss her

Y/N: yoong-

Her words were cut off with a kiss. One she didn't want.. She loved jungkook not yoongi. I pushed him away running into my room shutting the door. There's no way jungkook can find out about this.. But there's no way i can keep it from him either. Why would he kiss me. Just why i don't understand.