He Saw Her | Colby Brock x OC

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Colby's Pov

As I walked into the room that Teagan was in, I realized that I don't want to lose her.

But it would be for the best.

And what if Teagan doesn't agree.

It will be for her own good.

I don't think I could do that to her. Especially right after she wakes up from a coma.

Maybe it isn't for the best.

Yes it is.

Shut the fuck up subconscious! Teagan is the one I want to marry, have kids with, and grow old with. She is the only person I will ever love!

She will get hurt again.

I can't deal with Teagan being hurt. Mostly if it's because of me. She doesn't need that in her life anymore. she has gotten hurt way too many times.

Maybe I should.

Teagan's Pov (before the crash)

Me and the girls left the mall and started driving back home. I called Colby to tell him that and he seemed pretty happy.

Probably because he was lonely at the house.

I laughed to myself lightly.

"What are you laughing at?" Devyn asked while her eyes were fixed on the road since she was driving.

I shook my head, still laughing a bit and responded. "Colby is all alone at the moment. Everyone is out of the house and he can't hang out with anyone." After I told Devyn that, she laughed a little bit as well.

We talked for a few more minutes whenever Devyn yelled out to me.

"Teagan look out!" I felt myself get hit on my right side. There was pain, a lot of pain, and screaming. Then everything went dark.

Colby's Pov (present time)

"I-I'm so sorry, baby. This is all my fault. You always get hurt because of me."

Silence.

"I know you can't talk back to me. Or maybe not even hear for that matter. But always know that I love you."

I'm met with silence again.

I felt wetness on my cheeks and then realized that they were my tears.

Silent cries. Always the best. No one can know if you're crying with silent tears. Good.

I looked down into my lap, mumbling profanities to myself. I can't let the bad thoughts get to my head. This was just an accident. A horrible, horrible accident.

Teagan will be fine. And when she wakes up, I will apologize non stop and give her lots of love and affection.

Everything will be good.

I looked to Teagan again and stood up from the chair. Then I walked over to her hospital bed and kissed her on her forehead. "I will come see and talk to you everyday. I promise." I told her even though I'm pretty sure Teagan can't hear me.

Then I reluctantly walked out of the room. The rest of the roommates plus Will and Brennen were now there as well. I looked at all of them and then looked back down. I heard someone sigh but I just sat down on one of the uncomfortable chairs.

Will and Brennen were the next ones to go into the room. As soon as Brennen opened the door, he gasped. As did Will.

Fuck, it's my fault.

I couldn't take it anymore. The guilt that I did this to my girlfriend was suffocating me.

I don't know why I was feeling this way. It was just a horrible accident. One that made me question my relationship.

Fuck. Fuck me and fuck that stupid drunk driver.

I need to get away. And fast.

I started running out of the hospital as it was getting harder to breath.

Not another panic attack. I had my first one in a very long time when Teagan was kidnapped. And now it's happening again.

I could hear a voice yelling for me as I ran down the stairs. The elevator would take too long. But I ignored it.

I ran outside and leaned against a wall. I did the breathing thing that was supposed to help me. It wasn't.

It started getting harder and harder to breath. All I could see was Teagan. Her beautiful face.

A voice was calling for me but I couldn't respond. Teagan was with me and that's all that matters. I could feel my eyes start close.

"Damnit, Colby! Don't close your eyes!" The voice yelled. But I didn't listen. I could feel myself start to close my eyes fully just as the voice started calling for doctors.

I started hyperventilating and my breathing went quicker. My head started getting dizzy but I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. Teagan was on my mind the whole time.

The guilt was eating me up.

And then it all went black.

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