"Hey, Jin's pulling into the driveway," Namjoon said whilst peeking through the window.
"Really?" Jimin bounced up from his spot on the couch. "What's Yoongi Like when he's drunk?"
"Dunno, he's gonna say some dumb shit to you and then deny it in the morning. He'll probably tell you something nasty and then be like 'I didn't say that!' Or something. He's not mean if that's what you're thinking. He does get grumpy but he never gets angry."
Jimin nodded. "Okay," He got nervous when Namjoon went to go answer the door. Yoongi was leaning up against Jin with a bag of gummy bears in his hand.
"Jimmie, look," Yoongi held the bag out for Jimin. "I got these for you."
Jimin smiled and took the bag. "Hyung this is almost empty?" Jimin looked inside the bag, only a handful were left.
"Sorry I got hungry," Yoongi apologized.
"Take him to bed or else he might throw up again," Jin practically dragged Yoongi over to the couch and sat him down.
"He threw up?" Jimin asked.
"Twice, once at the bar and once on the side of the road. It was fucking gross. I have to go, Hobi is waiting in the car. See you guys later," Jin waved them off and left the house.
"Do you wanna go to bed?" Jimin sat down beside him and put the bag of gummy bears on the coffee table.
"No! I'm not goin to bed," Yoongi pouted. "I wanna stay with you."
"We sleep in the same bed dumb dumb. You will still be with me," Jimin said.
"Okay, I believe you," Yoongi stumbled a little as he stood up. Jimin got up and led him down the hall. "I like this place, you have a nice house."
Jimin mentally face palmed, he was glad Yoongi could still recognize him but couldn't recognize his own home. "Yoongi this is your house," he helped Yoongi into bed and turned the lights off.
"I like my house," He said as he got under the blankets. "I like you too. You're very pretty, even though I can't see your face, it's too dark."
"I like you too Hyung," Jimin put his hand against Yoongi's cheek.
"No don't touch," Yoongi waved his hand away. "I don't feel good, it's hot in here."
"Do you want me to open your window?" Jimin asked.
Yoongi shook his head. "No, Namjoon will just turn the heat on," Yoongi kicked the blanket off himself. "I love you. You are so nice to me, I love you this much," Yoongi held his arms all the way out to show Jimin. "My arms aren't big enough to show you."
Jimin smiled at him. "I love you that much too."
"You're too nice. I wasn't nice to you when we first met. I shoulda treated you nicer, you are better than your body. You have a pretty personality," Yoongi's eyes fell closed but he continued talking. "Your sister is mean, I should've punched her dumb face for calling you names cuz you are good..." Yoongi's sentence trailed off. "I forgot what I was gonna say."
"I think you should go to sleep baby," Jimin said. "I can take care of you in the morning."
"I don't wanna sleep. I wanna talk to you," Yoongi's words became more slurred as he continued talking. "I need to tell you stuff, sober me wouldn't talk about."
Jimin paused, what could he want to tell him? "O-Okay, you can tell me."
"When we had dinner and Muji said that stuff about me. About loving me and stuff. A long time ago before we started talking, when I thought I was bisexual. I'm gay."
Jimin cracked a little smile. "Hyung I know you're gay."
"No! That's not it. I saw you sometimes and I was like wow he's really hot. You look a lot like Muji and I was like, maybe I only like him cuz he looks like Muji. I thought that's what it was but it wasn't. I was in denial that I only liked boys. I thought I was in love with Muji but I wasn't, I was in love with you. I made dumb decisions, I told her that I liked her and we kissed once. It felt so wrong though. That's when I realized that I was gay for you. I thought I was bisexual because i still liked Muji but I only liked her because she looked like you."
Jimin stayed silent, he really had nothing to say to Yoongi. He didn't want to interrupt him Incase he changed his mind about talking. He doubted he would ever get this out of sober Yoongi.
"I feel so bad because I led her on all because I was too big of a coward. I couldn't admit to what I was and that got people hurt. It got you hurt, and me, and her. I didn't mean to do that. I don't want you to hate me, but I needed to tell you that because it's burning holes into my heart. I hate lying," Yoongi's eyes teared up. "I love you so so much! You treat me so good but I'm no good. I'm bad. I'm a bad boyfriend."
"No you aren't, you're good. It's not your fault. People make mistakes it's okay," Jimin pulled Yoongi against his body. "It's alright, I understand."
"No! I lied to you," Yoongi wiped his eyes off. "I should've told you sooner. I'm bad, I'm so bad," Yoongi presses his face against Jimin's chest. "I'm so lucky to have you and I just take everything for granted."
"Yoongi, I love you. It's alright."
"I'm drunk," Yoongi said with a pout on his face.
"I know you are. I think you should go to bed," Jimin missed Yoongi's forehead. "Goodnight baby."
"Goodnight Jiminie."
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Y'all.
Im tiredsb
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I took a five hour nakevwhen I got home
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I look at my puppy bandaid. It's cute. Goodnight 💜
