Soju Shots • Y.min (discontinued)

XV

Jimin didn't end up falling asleep. He just laid awake, staring at the wall. He really hoped that Yoongi wasn't what everybody was saying that he was, but he was really doubting it.

Jimin heard a knock on the door, not even budging one bit. "Jimin?" He immediately recognized that it was Taehyung but he didn't turn around. "Your mom called me over, she said that Muji told her what happened. Do you wanna talk?"

Taehyung sat down beside Jimin and put his hand on his shoulder. "Love is stupid," Jimin said, his voice barley a whisper.

"What?" Taehyung asked.

"Love is stupid, I hate it," He mumbled.

"Jimin don't say that. People make mistakes, you'll find somebody that will treat you good," Taehyung said.

"I don't wanna find somebody else, I wanna curl up into a ball and die. I hate that he made me fall for him. I really thought he was better than what everybody was saying. Then his roommate blurted it out for him."

"It's better that his roommate told you rather than him pressuring you into sex or something," Taehyung smiles softly at Jimin. "I'm sorry I was a dick to you about you going out with him."

"I still like him though, is that bad?" Jimin rolled onto his back and looked at Taehyung with sad eyes.

"No, it's alright Jiminie," Taehyung laid down beside him. "I love you Jimin, no homo though."

Jimin smiled. "I love you too you idiot."

"God you didn't even say no homo."

-

Taehyung ended up staying for quite some time, he even invited Jungkook over to help clear Jimin's mind. Nothing was helping though, he still couldn't get Yoongi out of his head.

"Just stop thinking about him Jimin," Taehyung said.

"Easy for you to say. I told him that we should go on another date before I left. I said that I would sleep on it and I said I would give him another chance. How could I not fucking think about that?" Jimin covered up his face with his hands. "I shouldn't have told him that we would go on another date, I regret it so much."

Jungkook and Taehyung exchanged concerned looks. "Then just don't talk to him, ignore him," Jungkook said.

"You guys don't understand! I can't just do things, I told you that I still like him! I can't just ignore it!" Jimin's face was bright red from frustration. "I can't."

"Jimin he's not worth your time, you've gotta try and let it go," Taehyung said.

"I can't! How many times do I have to fucking say it! I. Can. Not!" He took a deep breath and let it back out.

"Hey," Muji barged right into the room without a knock. "I had a talk with Yo-."

"God don't say his name!" Jimin yelled.

"Oh sorry, um, I had a talk with he who shall not be named."

"Oh my god you talked with Voldemort!" Taehyung gasped.

"Shut up you moron I'm trying to talk. So I talked with him, he told me that he wanted to have a conversation with you about it. He told me that he genuinely liked you...he broke down crying because he thinks he fucked up. So take it for what you will, I'm not gonna influence your decision."

"He cried?" Jimin asked.

"Yeah, he told me some other things too, but I think he was gonna tell you himself so," Muji said.

"I'm just getting even more confused, should I go and talk to him? I'm scared, I don't wanna go alone," Jimin said.

"If you choose to go then I'll go with," Muji said. "If he tries anything on you then I'll personally beat the shit out of him."

"Since when are you so protective of Jimin?" Jungkook asked.

"Only I'm allowed to be mean to him, it's my sibling privilege."

"I'll go tomorrow, can you guys come too?" Jimin asked Taehyung and Jungkook.

"Of course, we are the moral support!" Taehyung yelled. "It'll be alright Jiminie, you will be alright."

-

Y'all school is so hard and I just wanna like die. All my friends are starting things and I have nobody reliable anymore.

Lemme rant for a bit.

So last year I had a really good friend group, I got in a fight with one of them and we aren't friends anymore, everybody in that friend group took her side and no longer talk to me when she's around or not at all.

I got a new friend group and they were even better. The guy that actually invited me to his group moved away and now they don't talk to me anymore. So this year in the beginning I had a really small group consisting of me and three other people. I dated one of them in the past and we got back together and then broke up again. So things are not good between us, she keeps trying to fix it but I just don't want a relationship with her.
I don't know what happened but her and another girl in my group got in a fight and she left and the third person in the group was closer to the girl that left so we aren't really friends, more of acquaintances.

No joke, I just wanna do online school or switch schools even.

I wanna run everybody over with a lawnmower