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"Hey, Tae!" You walked into his embracing hug and he held on tight.
"Y/n, how are you?" He asked excitedly.
"I'm fine. I just thought I should come by and see how you guys are doing seeing as I didn't have work today"
"I know I should appreciate your presence, but mind of I see what's in the baggg" he dragged the end of the word as he leaned forward, creeping hands slowly opening the paper bag in your hands.
"Up bup" you held out hand out, making him halt like an obedient puppy.
"Humph" he pouted, using his cuteness to his advantage.
"No, nope that's not working on me this time" you walked past him before you have yourself into his pleads for all 14 of your cookies."What's not working on you?" Yoongi appeared, biting into a cookie.
"What- YOONGI!" You exclaimed.
"Yeah?"
"HOW DID YOU GET THAT?"
"Taehyung threw one over to me" he shrugged and you peeked back at Taehyung, cheeks puffy and eyes wandering elsewhere as if to pretend he wasn't the culprit.
You sighed, a grin creeping up on your face.
"Anyway, have you guys seen Jungkook?""Yeah he just went to the washroom" Namjoon said.
"Oh, hi Joon"
He smiled his famous deep dimple, sweet smile.
"Okay..." you started to ponder, earning confused looks.
"Not sure you're okay?.." Yoongi started.
"Who's not okay?" Hoseok came in, followed by Jin.
Your eyebrows creased, "Where do you guys keep coming from?!"
"Narnia" Jin whispered mystically.
You rolled your eyes playfully.
He chuckled, "so what's up?""I want to ask a question"
"Sure" they all answered.
"Have you guys..noticed something about Jungkook?"
"Hm..he is getting dumber.." Yoongi retorted, and Hoseok hit him, "yah"
"Heh, no I mean, he's been acting distant to me. Ive tried talking to him, but he won't answer me. And I don't want to upset him."They all spared glances as you felt a little hot in the cold room.
"Maybe he's just tired?" Taehyung said, though it came out more as an uncertain question.Your lips parted, "Oh, hey Kook"
"What" he didn't even look up at you, treaded last and grabbed the water bottle from the bench.
"I think it's time to leave" Jin muttered and walked out, the rest of the boys following like little ducklings.You cleared your throat, awkwardly rocking back and forth on your feet, waiting for Jungkook to swallow the water.
"So you just gonna stand there or did you have something to tell me because I have a tight schedule" he eyed you.
"I-uh..it's just that I thought I would visit you today cause I didn't have work-"
"Would you just get to the point?" He rolled his eyes.
"Ok, Jungkook," you bit your inner cheek. He's not the only one that can have an attitude change. "Heres why I'm here. You," You pointed.
"Nice story." He sarcastically said, throwing the empty plastic bottle back on the bench behind him.
"I want you to talk to me. You're stressed and I'm not here to stand by and watch, I'm here to help"
"Have you ever thought space, or, I don't know, not coming to 'visit' me at me while I'm busy as shit could help?" He smiled though it was one of distaste and 'take a hint already'.
"Yes, Jungkook in fact I haven't just thought it. I've lived it. You come home everyday," you started trudging further toward him who stood as still as a tree in the calm summer, "and treat me like shit; push me away, barely eat my food, sleep on the couch?!"
"Well what do you want me to say?!"
"I DON'T KNOW BECAUSE YOU NEVER TALK ABOUT IT!"
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"
"IF I LEAVE YOU ALONE WHAT GOOD IS THAT FOR YOU?," you lowered your dynamics, "Jungkook I am trying to help you, because you are not helping yourself"He stayed silent.
"Nothing. Like yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. And I'm going to leave, because me coming here hasn't achieved anything so when you come home, you can shrug ALL the weight off your shoulders I was trying to steal from you and we can do it all again tomorrow!" And then you walked out, feeling a cloud of guilt mixed with concern raining over your head.
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You looked up, hesitated and looked back down at your phone.
The only sound in the house was heavy footsteps, bags thrown on the ground and seconds of silence which tormented you as you prepared yourself for another feeling of hurt because of rejection."Hey.." he softly greeted.
You simply hummed. He walked round the couch and sat down next to you.
You bit your lip, focus not on your phone anymore, but at the exhausted, silent boy next to you.He cleared his throat, gulped once, opened his mouth and didn't say anything, stumbling on his words.
"Are you hungry?" You asked.
"I'm sorry.."
Slowly, you turned to face him; hair dishevelled more than ever, looking down in almost shame, chewing at his bottom lip.
"Jungkook-"
"Please, I never intended to make you feel that way, and I didn't acknowledge how it made you feel. You were right, you're there and ready for me but I didn't care I just.."
Turning your body you gently took his hand in yours while the other rested on his back.
"You know me..I don't say anything. Keep it to myself because it's useless to me to tell someone about it when it's all going to rush back again tomorrow"
"It's okay..I'm sorry I put you in that position and shouted at you. It just pains me to see you come home everyday like this, but I understand and I am deeply grateful you're starting to open up"
He nodded, "I'm stressed..to say the least," he chuckled and sniffed, "my body is weak I know but I need to practise because this is the most deliberate dance we've had yet and the fans are excited for our come back. I just don't know how to handle all of it" he fell back, head resting on the couch.
You thought for a minute and sighed, "You're not going to like this idea," "oh god," "but I think it would be good for you, and all of the boys if you took just a single day off. The comeback isn't for another month, and I know you're going to say you need all the time you can get, but, if you use all the time you get, that time will be lost immediately when you are too weak to even stand for yourself. I'm worried about you Jungkook, and the fans know well enough that a late comeback with healthy boys is far better than an early comeback with unhealthy boys."
"Thank you y/n, you're right."
"I love you, okay?"
"I love you too" he pushed himself to embrace you in a tight hug."Let's go to sleep, you've had a long day" you pulled back, patting his back.
"I think we've both had a long day."
"Wanna bet on that?" You smirked.
"How about we sleep on it instead because tomorrow, we're taking a break" he smiled.
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