So it's no secret that I have writers block, and severely. But I legit find it highly ridiculous as too why I have it. You see I acknowledge the fact that I have a bad habit of going with the big crowd as well as pleasing them to my greatest extent. So because of this I stopped the fanfic writing. It was an awkward step to becoming Popular as many people would consider it. But it never felt right, even though I kept continually telling myself this is what I want I couldn't believe it. So I'm my time of doubts I would get on and write about how I'd upload a book, or how I've recovered but truly I haven't. There is many things I want to be aware of, such as if there is truly an after life. But, if there is one thing I do know. It's the fact that I've been an account on here for around two years and haven't finished my goal, my fans' goal of at least finishing off one book. Hell, it even seems impossible since I know a small amount of people will read this. I mean, I'm a dead account I don't expect any high views anymore. Anyway I haven't fully given into the crowd and I want to stay with my small crowd. So in the long run thank you, and anyone else reading this. It shows me that I still have hope of reviving this channel like the one annoying squeaker in C.O.D believing they're god because they have a ray gun. So you all have me for the next few months, so be damn well sure you abuse them. Until then.
-Shyne
