The One I Cant Have (a Michael Clifford Fanfic)

Chapter 26

"Holy shit. Michael? What's happening?" I asked. His giants hands and short fingers caressed my cheek.

"I could never forget you, Carter. I never did and I never will." 

"But what the fuck? Why did you-"

"I wanted to see what you'd do. Trust me. It was the hardest thing I've ever done. I love you so much Carter." he interrupted, kissing me again. I pulled away after a few seconds.

"If you weren't such a kitten I would be blasting you with a flamethrower right now. Don't ever do that again, okay?" I wanted to frickin' slap him. But all I knew was he was back, and I loved him more than anything.

Michael and I stood there, kissing for a while when Calum came running down the stairs.

"I SMELL BURNT TACOS. LUKE WHERE YOU AT?" he screamed. "Oh shit. Sorry guys." he said as Michael and I glared at him. 

"Calum you're such a dick." Luke said.

"Hey don't swear!" Ashton slapped Luke gently on the face. "We have twelve year old fans!!"

"I'm going to call Liz how 'bout that?" Calum threatened, grabbing Luke's phone from his hand.

"CALUM DON'T YOU DARE. I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU." Luke bolted up and chased Calum.

"Don't swear!" Calum said to Luke, mocking Ash.

"Fuck you Calum." Luke said, fuming.

"I know you want to." he responded.

"You guys are so dirty." Ashton said, taking a bite of the black, crusty tacos.

Michael grabbed my hand as he softly tugged me up the stairs and into his room.

"It's October 13. We have exactly two months until your birthday." Michael informed me.

"And just a little over a month until yours." I told him. Michael played with my hair like he always did. Twirling it around his tiny sausage fingers. 

He began crying.

"Mikey! What's wrong?" I embraced him. He wasn't as sturdy as he used to be. He seemed.. Softer.

"Don't ever leave me." he said through tears.

"Michael!" I said, squeezing him.

"I just missed you so much."

"I never left you, okay?"

He rested his head into the crook of my neck. He began slowly nodding and I felt his warm breath on my neck.

"I love you." he whispered.

"I love you too sweetie." I said back.

"HOLY SHIT CARTER. LUKE'S GONNA KILL ME." Calum came barging into the room and jumped onto my lap, wrapping his arms around my neck. Michael sat straight up to avoid Calum's hand going through his skull.

Surely enough, Luke came running in. He was all wet.

"Calum. What the fuck did you do?" Michael started laughing.

"Did you know that hoses contain water?" he asked us in response.

"You are a fucking idiot." I laughed along with Michael.

"When did you start swearing so much?" Luke asked, he was shivering now.

"What can I say? Good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught." I smiled.

"Pfft. I bet you're daddy's favorite." Calum said. 

"Yeah. Did he save for Harvard just because he 'think's you'll make it'?" Luke teased. 

"Guys. That's enough." Michael said. He was the only who knew that I only had a dad.

"Michael it's fine." I whispered to him.

"You know, that would make a great song. She's a good girl. She's daddy's favorite. He saved for Harvard. He knows she'll make it." Luke sang.

"That's now makes a total of three songs that have been written about me. I feel so special." I smiled.

"Three?" Calum asked.

"You don't know the other two." I told them.

"Well... Who wants Nandos?" Michael asked, changing the topic.

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A/N hello my lil' rejects! Things are finally getting better. October 13. Upcoming events: Halloween, Michael's Birthday, Carter's Birthday... Yay!

i love you guys! Stay punk rock,

Queen Of Recklessness