𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭

twenty four

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y/n's pov:
i walked to landon and i's seat as i sat down, we haven't said a word to each other, maybe it's cause he knows i wanna turn back and stay with joey

or he's afraid that ill pick joey over him, but i just don't know, i looked out the window as the lady went over the basic rules, after a couple minutes of her talking we finally took off

i stared into the window, i was finally leaving, and i wasn't gonna come back, oh no, why would i ?

yes i love joey but it doesn't work that way, our love was toxic, if u even call it love

"hey, you okay?" landon asked as i turned to look at him, i gave him a weak smile, "yes why wouldn't i ?" i said as he raised a brow, "you just left your 'love'" he said as i giggled

"i'm just a little tired thats all" i said as he rolled his eyes playfully, he pulled me gently to his chest as my eyes shifted closed

i was going back home, across the world from joey, i'd never see him again, i won't touch him again, i won't feel his lips against mine anymore

everything was gone

i decided to push the thoughts away and fall into deep sleep
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"we are now landing to La please take your seatbelts off and head to your exit carefully" the same lady said as landon checked if i was awake

i got up as i knew i had done it already, i had left him

i grabbed my small suitcase that held my basic stuff as i headed out, landon and i called a uber to my house, overall it was pretty late

about 11pm ?

it's about 3am in new york, i wonder what joey was doing

joeys pov:
she left me like i was nothing to her, after she left me i slid a letter i had written to her throughout all the days of knowing her

all my thoughts were poured out to that piece of paper, i left my number under just in case she deletes it but wants it back later

it doesn't matter if it's in 2 minutes, or two weeks, months, years i'll wait for her

i went back home i felt my eyes starting to water, my home didn't feel like home anymore, it felt empty, i heard her laughs echo around the house as i couldn't focus

i tried to push them away, i really did

when i closed my eyes her smile would appear, and her beautiful hazel eyes would look into mine, i couldn't do anything

when i closed my eyes she was there, and when i laid silent her voice and laugh surrounded my house

i felt lonely, unloved, useless, worthless, and unwanted

tears slid down my eyes as i fell into deep sleep, thinking about her

a/n:
woah seems like joey is deeply in love with y/n