𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭

seventy four

y/n's pov:
i opened my eyes as i wrapped tightly around joeys arms, it was still dark outside. i breathed in his scent as i cuddled closer to him, he came closer to me as i hit my bottom lip, i wanted to cry again, i don't know why but i did, seeing landon again made me weak, a tear dropped to joeys chest as he knew

he knew i was hurt, yet for no reason, i was just happy two days ago, my bottom lip trembled as he ran his hands over my back. i tried to ignore my tears but i couldn't. i gulped them down, as best as i could as i got up. joeys eyes met mine as he smiled, i climbed into his lap as i connected my lips to his

our tongues danced around as i knew this was my home, i pulled away as i looked to the clock, 3:49 i got off his lap as he wiped my tears, "it's okay princess" he whispered, i never thought i could be this weak in front of joey but he made me do things i never thought i would

"i'm just sorry" i whispered, "i feel so broken" i said, he smiled warmly as he kissed my neck, he dug his head deeper into my neck as i gulped, "let me fix you" he whispered, my breathing increased by just his lips, "o-okay" i said as he smirked. he sucked on my neck softly yet harshly as i moaned.

"shh" he whispered, although it was night, liam and madeline were asleep it was a risk, i pushed him away softly as i took off joeys long t-shirt leaving me with my undies. he smiled biting his lip; his eyes scanning my body.

"i fucking love you" he said as i felt my insides twirled, only joey made me feel this way, his lips trailed down to my stomach as i closed my eyes, his bare stomach ran against my thighs softly letting goosebumps arise on my skin.

he looked up to me, "are you okay with this, i know your hurting" he whispered, kissing my thighs, "y-yes, always" i said as he smirked, he pulled my underwear down as the fresh air hit my core making my flinch, his lips met my core as i gulped, "mm" i mumbled, his tongue danced around inside me as i gasped

"f-fuck" i said as he pushed himself deeper into me , "you like this?" he asked, "y-yes yes" i said, "only you make me like this" i mumbled as he sped up, it was calming, pleasuring, this was love, he was showing all the love he still had for me, even after i showed him my weak side, after my ex-boyfriend came back to life

"j-joey oh my" i said as he made out with my core, i held into his hair as i pulled him up, "fix me baby" i whispered as he nodded smiling, he kissed me as i closed my eyes

a/n:
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