𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭

seventy three

y/n's pov:
landons eyes went down to meet liams as liam held onto joey, "h-he's mine?" he asked, "yeah" i whispered, joey held my hand as i gulped down my tears, everything was going to change, liam is going to be so confused and why'd he have to come back. "joey can you take liam and maddie inside please?" i asked as he looked over to me

"yeah" he said as he kissed my cheek making me smile lightly, "is the girl mine too" he laughed, "no" i said as i walked to the small steps sitting down, "why'd you come back" i sighed resting my hands in my arms, "i miss you y/n" he said, "and i missed you too, but i moved on okay. and im happy, so fucking happy, i have everything i ever wanted" i groaned

"and i didn't okay, i didn't have you, nor your presence, i thought you'd wait or know" he said, "well i didn't okay, and i wish it was still like that" i said, "so your with him now?" he asked, "yes" i mumbled, "and my son, how old is he?" he asked, "3 today" i said as he nodded

"does he know about me?" he asked again, "no, he knows that joeys his dad and i'd like to keep it that way" i said, he laughed, "what no? now that you don't want me i need someone, and he's going to know" he said, "well guess what, he's a baby, he doesn't know shit and it's going to confuse him, i've been here for him and i'm going to decide what'll happen" i spat

he looked away, "well i want him to know me" he said, "i don't know right now" i said, "just give me time to think" i begged as he stood up. within seconds he was out of my sight and into his small gray car; the gray car that supposedly he died in, i stood up later dusting off the dirt from my pants

just as i got up a wave of guilt and sadness came my way, i didn't know why; i didn't do anything. but the memories came back and i suddenly felt trapped, like the world was closing on me, i tried to breath but i couldn't, it was like my nose was closed.

i gasped for air but only picked up more panic, i sat down again as i looked around trying to calm me down, tears welled my eyes as they dropped quickly, the door opened as joey came out, this time alone. he saw me as he rushed to my side.

he picked my fragile body up as he sat me on his lap, i cried louder as i held onto his shirt gripping it tightly. "j-joey" i got out as he gripped me tighter. i sobbed as he rubbed my back, "it's going to be okay my love" he whispered as i followed his breaths, soon enough i calmed down as my eyes got heavy.

"im sorry" i mumbled as he pulled away, "you didn't do anything" he said, "and we can get over this, we will; together" he said as i nodded, his lips met mine as they calmed me down again.