𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭

fourty two

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y/n's pov:
i waited in the waiting room as joey held my hand, "it's going to be okay princess" he said as i nodded, the doctor came out as i shot up, "is he okay?"i asked, he took a breath as i bit my lip

"joey was a good choice for landon and he's doing better! but he's still in the same condition, and he is loosing more blood so it was useless to use joeys" he said as i looked at joey, he smiled at me as i looked down

"well what should we do?" i asked, "wait, that's all we can do" he said as i nodded, joey and i walked back to the chair as i sat down, my stomach had been killing me all day

"joey" i gulped, "yes?" he asked, "did you use protection when we had sex?" i asked, he looked at me, "um, no?" he said more as a question, my eyes widened as my heart beated quickly

"joey" i whined, "what? nothing happened did it ?" he asked, "joey i've been throwing up all day" i said as i leaned back, "this isn't good joey, this isn't good for landon" i told him

"well what about for us?" he asked, "your getting married in two days!" i yelled as he grabbed my hand, "i'll fix it" he said, "you can't fix this joey" i cried as i shook my head

- play song-
the doctor came in as his head hung low, i shot up waking joey up, "hi is there anything new?" i asked, my heart beated quicker than ever, "yes mrs.sesmas" he said as joeys hand tensed

"landon was doing fine all night, til he had a concussion, a couple minutes later he had another aneurism and he unfortunately passed away" the doctor said as i felt my heart break into millions of pieces

"no, no, this can't be true, he died alone, tell me this isn't true" i said as i fell to the floor tears leaving my eyes quickly, joey sat next to me as he pulled me into a hug, "joey tell me his is a dream" i cried in his chest

"it's okay, it's okay" he said as i shook my head, "it's my fault, he died alone, with nobody, i couldn't see him again, i left him" i yelled as he pulled me closer, "i'm sorry we did everything we could" he said as i shook my head

"thank you" i said as i got up walking to the car, joey followed, "please leave me alone" i said as my heart continued to break; "no y/n i'm not leaving you like this" he whispered

"just leave me alone" i repeated, "no, i want to be with you" he said, i turned to look at him, "well you know what so did landon, he does not deserve anything i did to him, and you also know what we were perfectly fine without you" i said

"i survived, i survived the heart break of leaving you and you know who helped me, landon, you know when you treated me like shit, landon was there, he left everything in new york to come and live with me and what did i do a couple days ? i had sex with you!!" i yelled at him

"and the worse part is he didn't survive, he didn't make it out and it's all my fault, i don't ever want to see you again, i don't wanna hear your voice, i don't wanna see your face, i don't love you for fucks sake" i yelled at him as his face turned soft

"you don't love me ?" he asked, "of course i don't" i cried as tears streamed down my face, "i love landon, how could i love someone like you" i yelled at him, "go marry your bitch and never come back" i yelled as i wiped my tears

sobs left my mouth as joeys eyes filled with tears, he turned around leaving as i got into the car, more and more and more sobs left my mouth and tears left my eyes

it's continued til the sun left the day and the moon arrived at the night, my eyes were bloodshot as my eyes were puffy, i got off the car as i walked to the desk

"can i see landon sesmas?" i choked out, "uh sure" she said looking at the doctor, he let me in the room as landon's eyes were shut and his skin was pale

he still looked beautiful, i walked closer to him as i grabbed his hand, tears came again, "i'm sorry" i cried, "i'm sorry for leaving you, but please don't leave me" i said as i hugged him, "i love you so much, please don't leave me" i said as endless tears left my eyes

"stay with me, for a bit more, a little while" i sobbed, "just hold me once more" i said as i hugged him tightly, tears stained my cheeks as i felt the minutes go by, the doctor came in as he tapped my shoulder

"i'm sorry but you need to go now" he said as i shook my head, "j-just give me some time" i cried, "i'm sorry y/n but he's gone" he said as he tried pulling me away i held into landon's had as i sobbed

"no, no please" i yelled, "stay with me landon please" i cried as i soon let go of his hand, "i love you" i cried as my heart broke

a/n:
ahh guys 😭😭
i cried honestly
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