I got up on Monday morning and got dressed for school. I pulled my hair back and looked in the mirror. I looked terrible.
I grabbed my bag and went to school. Whatever you do don't talk to Hikaru. You're just a distraction. You're dragging him down. I told myself as I walked into the school.
I walked into class and sat in the back corner. I watched as my friends came in. No one talked to me.
No one talked to me all day. I've been a loner. But now I have to go to the Host Club. I have to tell Kyoya I can't be the photographer anymore.
I walked in and everyone but the twins were in there. I ran to Kyoya.
"Oh. Hello, Kairi." He said.
"I can't be the photographer anymore." I said.
"Why not?" he asked.
"I-I just can't. I'm sorry." I said.
"Well I'm sorry to hear that. Will you still be at the club?" he asked.
"No. You won't be seeing much of me for a long time I'm afraid." I said. All hosts eyes were on me. I started to tear up.
"I can't come back. I'm sorry." I said.
"Are you sure Kairi-chan?" Honey asked.
"Yes Honey. But don't worry. You'll see me again someday." I said and he hugged me. I hugged him back then hugged all of the hosts.
"Goodbye." I said and as I turned to leave the twins walked in. No.
"Kairi." Hikaru said. I looked at the ground. 'Worthless girl.' I thought.
He walked over to me but I walked towards the door. He grabbed my arm.
"What are you doing?" he asked. "Why are you ignoring me?"
"I-I have to." I said softly.
"No. You don't. Talk to me. Tell me why you're doing this." He pleaded. I pulled my arm away from him.
I started towards the door again.
"Kairi! Please!" he called. "Why?!"
"Because I'm just a distraction. I'm just a worthless girl. You deserve a beautiful girl of a wealthy family. Not me to drag you down." I said. I still could t look at him.
"You are not worthless." He said.
"I am. And I can't see you anymore." I said shakily.
"But Kairi! I love you! Doesn't that mean anything?" he said. Tears rolled down my cheeks.
"I love you too. But I can't see you anymore." I said and ran out the door.
I heard someone chase after me but I kept running. When I got outside whoever was chasing me caught me. I turned. Kauru.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"What I have to." I said.
"You don't want to though. So what's going on?" he asked.
"I'm worthless. Hikaru deserves better." I said.
"That's not your reasoning. What's going on?" he said. I sighed.
"You're father told me to stay away from him." I said.
"He said all those things about you. Didn't he?" Kauru said. I nodded.
"Don't do this to Hikaru. Please." He begged.
"I have to." I said and walked away. I heard all the hosts come out to stand with Kauru. I heard low voices.
"He did what?!?!" I heard Hikaru. I ran home.
I locked myself in my room and did my homework. Trying to keep my mind off Hikaru. I finished and then laid there. For hours it seemed. I was getting more calls from Hikaru. I ignored them all.
As much as it kills me to do this. I have to.
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The Photographer
FanfictionWhen Kairi Riku gets a scholarship to Ouran High School she meets some new people. The Host Club. When the club hires her as their photographer she begins to get to know them all better and becomes friends with them all. What happens when she falls...