Help Me, God Help Me

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Dear Diary,

It feels like everything is gone.....everyone's fading away from me.......and I'm left illusioning.......crying................sitting in a dark room....................alone............the stress...
.......it hurts............it hurts so much. I hate life...........I hate people...................I hate her surprisingly.

Whose this her you ask? Serenity......why? because she's just another girl whose fucking with my feelings..........just to keep me liking her....that 'you'll find out soon' is getting me nowhere..........................nowhere.

Emotions hurt...........everything hurts..................no one likes me...................which makes me so lonely I can't help it when I'm shedding tears. I just want to feel happy......................like I was before...........................so joyful and happy I was....................................................until eighth grade came up. I wish I was some one.................................................................................................. else...............................................................................someone happier than I am now.

Well, bye

Sincerely,
            Melissa

P.S. Srry I haven't posted in awhile, I've been thinking about things~ 😭😩😣😩😭

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