"I'll be right back cammy" shawn flashed camila a smile, his phone ringing before walking out of the room his voice becoming faint the further he walked.
camila got up and went to a room. nicole's room.
she tip toed around the room finding a cold metal surface. she found the key, opening the door. the room was exactly how nicole left it. the shelves organized, the bed made neat, and her laptop laying on her desk waiting for someone to open it. except that someone is dead.
but the room still felt empty. even though everything was there, it still had no energy.
her feet made its way to her nightstand. she opened it feeling a smile make its way as she seen all nicole's notes and photos.
the photo albums she kept. there were gum wrappers in there along with the notes camila, nicole, and her friends had wrote.
she closed that drawer, and opened up the second one. papers were scattered everywhere.
nicole was a very organized person, so if she had papers or clothes scattered, she was hiding something.
camila searched through the papers until her hand felt something rectangular. a book. nicole's journal to be exact.
she grabbed it and then closed the drawer. she opened it scanning each page, smiling seeing the memories of nicole and her.
the next page she turned her smile dropped. her stomach twisted as she read the five sentences.
"he's back. this isn't good. i'm finally happy but he somehow managed to show up in my life again. this man, he tortured me, he made me suicidal and depressed, i wanted to end it for so long, but then i met the love of my life, this man, his name is......."
"who's room is this?" fuck, shawn came.
she closed the journal and hid it behind her back.
"a-ah shawn. don't sneak up on me like that!" she chuckled nervously walking up to him. he saw she was hiding something so he leaned over to the side so he could get a better glance.
she quickly turned him around and shoved him out. "it's my childhood bedroom. it had embarrassing photos, notes, and old clothes that i don't you to see". he just laughed.
"but i want to see what my baby wore and did back then!" she stopped shoving him and furiously shook her head. she locked the door and then put the key back in her pocket.
"let's go get some pizza!" she said cheerily him agreeing.
she then went into her room saying she needed to "change". she put the journal in her closet and then came out ready to leave with him.
once she dumped the journal, it was open to the page she left on
"the man, his name is nick jonas".
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if you don't know why its nick, its because nick owes shawn so he had to mess up nicole
also sorry for the 7 month hiatus
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